Tits Have Benefits Ch. 11

After being discharged from hospital Andrea continues to recover from the after affects of the horrendous crime, physically she is doing well but there are mental scars that require lots of TLC from her family.

More details of Jenny's horrific past are revealed and she finds comfort with Andrea.

Alice considers hormones and breast implants.

Finally the rapists come to trial, but witnesses, including Andrea will have to relive the terrible events of their crimes in court.....

After transforming myself into a shemale and returning to claim the love of my life Jane, I was adjusting well to a life living with Jane's lesbian lovers, now also my lovers. On a combined business trip and visit to my friends, Jane and I went to California where we ended up having fun with my employer Liz as well as Trish and Sandy, ending up with me sucking Trish's dick. And later, despite my initial reservations, I took her dick inside me.

Later my sister Jill, who I had not seen for almost 2 years, came over in advance of the wedding along with her lesbian lover Ashley, and I ended up fucking and getting fucked by both of them. Just before the wedding I met Jane's brother John and his girlfriend Ally and had my first experience with a man, as I did not consider Trish to be a man.

The wedding was the best day of my life, where I was finally married to the four beautiful women I had come to love so much Jane, Jenny, Chris and Ann, and they all loved me, we all loved each other. On the wedding night as we lay together I really felt that this was where I belonged, the bride of four beautiful brides.

The honeymoon was wonderful, but when it was over all of us were looking forward to establishing some sort of normal routine as a legally joined family.

On my return home from the honeymoon, I ended up helping a shy guy discover his feminine side, and become intimate in a way he or should I say she, had up to that point never thought possible, with my friend Kate.

And it was at this point, the high point of my life being newly married and having just helped a guy find 'her' self, that I was attacked by two rapists at knife point.

The rapists, when they discovered I was a shemale, had shoved a broken baseball bat up my ass causing me to bleed profusely, the idea being that I would bleed to death.

One of my lovely brides, Jenny, had come to my aid, injuring both my assailants and attending to me giving me first aid just before I blacked out.

After almost losing my life and being in a coma for several days, I eventually came out of the coma, and after a few weeks in hospital I was eventually released to the loving care of my family.

The night after I returned from hospital, I slept fitfully as I had since I had regained consciousness.

I was being held at knife point by one man and the other man started to push the splintered end of a broken baseball bat into my ass, the pain was excruciating and I was crying out in pain, tears rolling down my cheeks.

I was saying, "Please stop, please don't do this, you are going to kill me."

My attackers just laughed, and the one who was pushing the broken bat into my ass said, "That's the idea."

"I bet you like this, you twisted piece of fuck, I am sure you do really. That's what freaks like you like isn't it, having stuff shoved up your ass.

Look at you, you pathetic piece of crap, you're not even human, just a screwed up piece of shit."

Again they laughed and their laughing seemed to echo in my head. Then I looked down and saw a massive pool of blood seeping out of me, then it became like an ocean of red, I was drowning in my own blood."

I became aware that Jenny was shaking me, "Wake up, please Andrea, you are hurting yourself."

Suddenly I realized I must have been thrashing around on the bed, sweat rolling off my forehead.

I was in the spare main bedroom with just Jenny looking over me tonight. The others had gone to the other room. The doctor had warned that I needed space and would thrash around at night because of my nightmares, but somebody always had to be with me, tonight it was Jenny.

"That was the worst nightmare you have had since you regained consciousness, do you want to tell me about it."

"Most of it was the same as usual," I said, "a repeat of the incident, just more dialog, but the last bit was different, the blood coming out of me became a sea and I was drowning in it."

"My poor darling," Jenny said, "I know what it feels like to feel so powerless, completely overwhelmed. You have to keep telling yourself that you are safe now, that it is over."

"How did you tell yourself it was over Jenny?" I asked.

"At first, I never thought I could," said Jenny, "for me the sexual abuse had gone on so long.

He would sometimes hold a knife to me while he did it you know. He said if I ever told anybody he would slit my throat. While we were waiting for the trial I was frightened that he would somehow get out of custody and come and get me.

Even after he was sent to jail I was worried he would escape. I guess when my mother and I moved state and started a new life, the worry became less pervasive, yet I still became a black belt in Taekwondo and did all that weight training. I guess the thoughts of him coming for me were still in the back of my mind."

Jenny continued, "But you were more mature when you were attacked, you have a more realistic view of the world than I did when I was a kid. And you have people you can talk to about it like the victims support group. I only had my mother and sometimes I knew it was too hard for her to talk to me about him, she blamed herself for what happened, even though she had no idea what was going on."

"And I have you Jenny, more than any of them I can talk to you about this stuff." I said. "But you still blame yourself for what happened to me don't you."

"Yes," said Jenny, "you shouldn't have been out there alone, I should have done more to impress on you how dangerous the situation was."

"Because you had firsthand experience of the type of things these men did, you knew how bad it could be?" I confirmed.

"Yes." Jenny replied again.

"But you did all you could," I said, "you warned us of the danger, even insisted we took self defense classes. But knowing all that, it was my decision," I said, "it was me that chose to go home alone, not you or anybody else."

"And you, my beautiful Jenny," I said, "you came to my aid and saved my life. You have nothing to blame yourself for, quite the opposite in fact, I will be eternally grateful for what you did."

"But Jenny, there is something you did for yourself that is beyond value. By saving me, you did for me what you could never do for yourself as a child, all your training and self discipline paid off, because if you had not become the person you are today, and come into my life, I would be dead. By saving me you have demonstrated your value and your own empowerment to yourself."

As I said these words I was very emotional and could not stop the tears, Jenny started to cry also. We hugged each other tightly not wanting to let go, we kissed the tears off each other and then started kissing hard while feeling each other's tits.

I pushed Jenny on the bed and said, "Lie down I want to do this for you."

I started to kiss Jenny all over her body. Then I started on her tits sucking them hard and finally moved onto her love nest, teasing her clit with my tongue before pushing my tongue deep into her hole. By this time Jenny was gripping the sheets hard and crying out in ecstasy as she had one orgasm after another.

Finally I moved next to Jenny snuggling up against her and she whispered, "Thank you."

"Thank you..." I replied.

Soon after, we both fell into a peaceful sleep.

"The trial for the two serial rapists, who were detained by police a month ago, is set for next Wednesday. Police say that DNA evidence links the rapists to 5 rapes and they have CCTV footage of the violent sexual attack, attempted murder and hate crime perpetrated against Andrea Williams.

There has been praise from all quarters for Jenny White, credited for helping save the life of Andrea and debilitating the two rapists allowing them to be quickly apprehended by the police. All the victims of these men have made it clear that they are very grateful to Jenny's actions, and she has become an inspiration to them all.

As a result of her actions, Jenny is seen as a role model for many women, as an empowered woman in today's society." The reporter continued.

At this point Jenny commented to us saying, "I don't know why they are making such a fuss of it, I only did what any woman would do to protect one of her family."

"That may be," said Jane, "but few people, women or men would be capable of doing what you did. And I am not just talking about the way you fearlessly struck against the attackers and debilitated them, but also the way you took quick action to administer first aid to Andrea, as well as giving her emotional support.

The psychologist said that if it wasn't for Andrea seeing you come in to save her and be with her and provide her support immediately after the incident, she may never have come out of her coma."

The reporter was speaking again, "In a related story, sales of Psynphone are predicted to increase dramatically on the release of the package with the new personalization application, on the basis of the embedded security and health monitoring features that proved to be so effective in foiling the murder of Andrea Williams and helping police apprehend her attackers.

The manufacturers of Psynphone and the software company responsible for the new integrated application have also got together to form a new joint company to develop the application and the social networking site it connects to for both cell phone and computer platforms, and Liz Ashton has been named as the CEO of the new company."

"WOW, that's great for Liz," Chris commented.

"I know," I replied, "she really deserves it for all the work she put into developing the idea of a cell phone application and then going and building a relationship with the manufactures of Psynphone."

Later I chatted on the telephone to my sister Jill, she and her partner Ally had been spending a great deal of time with Trish and Sandy. They had joined a ballet troupe in California and were now living there with Trish and Sandy. Jill and Ally had both decided they had a taste for shemales after their time visiting me before our wedding.

For the first time after leaving hospital I went out for the day with the 'family', we went to visit the local art gallery where there was a special exhibition of an up and coming New York artist, Jamie Appleby. The theme of all her work was femininity and Jane was completely intrigued at the abstract work depicting disembodied tits, pussy and ass, and the beautiful flowing feminine lines, high curved eyebrows, large luminous eyes etc.

"This art is really turning me on," whispered Jane, "come with me to the restroom."

Once inside the restroom Jane pushed me up against a wall. Putting her hand under my skirt she pulled out my hard cock and pushed it under her skirt and inside her pussy, and aggressively rode my cock upright against the wall, sucking my tits while I was inside her.

While we were doing it a young woman walked into the bathroom and couldn't keep her eyes off us as both of us came simultaneously.

For the rest of our time in the gallery the young woman could not keep her eyes off us.

Later while we were in the gallery café, drinking coffee, the woman came in and Chris invited her over. Her name it turned out was Janet and she told us that she had always considered herself straight, but when she had seen Jane and I together in the restroom she said that she had been incredibly turned on watching us.

She told us that after we had left the restroom, she had gone into one of the stalls and rubbed her clit making herself cum, thinking about us. Chris swapped numbers with her telling her that she should arrange to visit us sometime, and Jamie replied that she certainly would.

By this time I was becoming quite exhausted from my exertions, I was still recovering and relatively weak from the attack, so it was decided to return back to the apartment. When we returned home we had a light meal of chicken salad followed by strawberries and cream.

I turned in early because I was tired and left the other girls to chat, it was still early about 8:00 PM, and I must have drifted off to sleep for a while. I woke again around 10:00 PM and about 20 minutes later Jane came in, telling me that the girls had agreed between them not to leave me alone too long, in case I had more recurring nightmares.

I gratefully let Jane embrace me nuzzling against her, and feeling my need for comfort Jane offered me her nipple to suckle, slowly stroking my hair as I sucked.

Soon I started to suck harder, and after a while Jane feeling her own need pushed my head down to her pussy, where I started to lovingly lick her, tasting her juices. Jane was just giving herself to the sensations running through her body, grasping and releasing the sheets as she gently reached orgasm.

Then Jane knelt on her hands and knees in the doggy position inviting me to fuck her from behind, so I knelt behind her and gently pushed myself into her wet pussy, causing her to cry out in pleasure.

"Oh fuck it feels so good when you fill me like this Andrea."

At that point I grabbed Jane's tit, concentrating on fucking her with long slow strokes.

"It feels so nice inside your wonderful pussy, I feel like I want to be inside you forever when I am like this."

A short while after I came strongly inside Jane, and as usual she wanted me to eat my cum out of her pussy, which caused her to cum three more times.

Then Jane started to suck my dick, cleaning any residual cum off it and at the same time making me hard again. Then she knelt down above me pushing my dick inside her and then lay on me with me still inside her, lying completely still.

I attempted to move slowly beneath Jane, but she stopped me saying, "No.... I want you inside me all night."

So there, inside my beautiful Jane, I fell into a peaceful sleep.

The following evening Alice came to visit so that I could go over the application enhancements that I wished to make to the Psynphone app. Many of these also implied changes for the PC application that would also have to be implemented.

Alice was dressed in a short white sundress that she was wearing with white strappy wedges, and I complimented her on how attractive she looked. She now spent all her evenings in female guise, she explained, because she felt that these clothes and this look was a more accurate expression of who she was than in a male guise.

She also told me that in the daytime she continued to attend school in her male guise, just because all her classmates were accustomed to seeing her as a male. Soon however the school year would end and she would be going to University next year, and she was considering living as female full time as soon as the school year ended.

Then she went on to tell me that she wanted to get hormone treatment to grow breasts and get breast implants, and asked me what I thought. I told her that if she really wanted to do it she should go for it, but she had to be really sure about it and it was worth taking time considering it as it was not an easily reversible procedure.

Later that evening, now back in our communal bed, I discussed what Alice had told me with my wives, explaining that I was worried that Alice might be trying to go too far too fast.

Chris said, "Look Andrea it is Alice's decision, like you said to her, if she really wants it she should go for it."

"Yeah I know," I said, "but the problem is that I think she looks up to me, she, maybe she sees me as some sort of role model, and that is why she is doing it."

Jane came back, "Well if she does see you as a role model, she could do much worse."

"You know what I mean," I replied irritably, "she is young and may be thinking if it's right for Andrea it's right for me."

Jenny said, "I don't think that Jane is being facetious, in the end it is Alice's decision, whatever her influences may be, it is her informed decision. Do you think she is stupid?"

"No, of course not," I said, "Alice is very intelligent, but she is young, and it has not been long since she accepted that she was transgender."

"What about you?" Ann asked, "When you made the decision to get tits, you hadn't come out at all, you had never worn female clothes outside the privacy of your own room, never mind changing your voice all your behaviors and your body image."

Ann had me completely.

I came back, "Maybe I was too impulsive, I answered uncertainly."

"And are you unhappy with your decision?" Jenny asked.

"You know I am not," I replied, "but I guess I was lucky. I love being female, Jane accepted me, having tits gives me so much pleasure."

"Yes you were lucky," Jenny replied, "just not maybe in the way you think."

She continued, "The people who helped you with your transformation were Trish and Sandy, Trish somebody who traveled the same path as you, and Sandy a trained therapist, they would not have agreed to help you if they didn't think it was the best thing for you.

Jane, just by being the way she is would have always stood by you, you know that now, damn it we all would have on knowing you, we did.

But above all being the beautiful and loving, and the incredible Andrea that we know and love with her beautiful tits, is who you are in your fullest expression. In the end it was not about luck, it is about who you are."

Jane then said, "Think about Alice for a moment, she has Kate, and you know, what Kate is like, you know how she loved Allen and loves her even more now she is Alice. But even if she didn't, you saw the way the women in the lesbian bar responded to her as a woman, and you saw how her face lit up knowing that.

And no doubt you will recommend that Alice gets the help of Trish and Sandy in her transformation, and you know that they will want to be sure that Alice wants this. And she also has you as a friend, and you did all you could do in advising her to think carefully about this decision."

Jane continued, "In the end people may be influenced by role models, but in the end they are responsible for their own decisions. If you think that your example may have unduly influenced her decision, consider this. Far from narrowing Alice's options you have broadened them. Without there being people like you in the world, the only options demonstrated for her would be to live life as a man she never felt herself to be.

And worst of all, people like Kate, Sandy and I would be deprived of beautiful souls like Alice, Trish and you."

"Don't forget us," Jenny, Chris and Ann said in unity.

At this point I was crying with emotion as Jane, Jenny, Chris and Ann, enveloped me in their arms "I love you girls," I said.

"And we love you," they replied.

That night all the girls wanted to be fucked by me doggy style.

I started by entering Chris's sweet pussy from behind while she ate Ann's pussy, I never tired of the sweet caress of being inside a warm pussy and holding a tit while the woman gave head to another woman, it was really a wonderful sight to behold.

Jenny and Jane were lovingly eating each other out.

Finally I ended up fucking my wonderful Jane and my tits rubbing against her back whilst Jenny writhed in ecstasy under her tongue.

That night I slept very well and peacefully.

The following day Jenny and I had our weekly meeting with the 5 rape victims, all were anxious about the upcoming court case saying that the rumor was that the lawyers for the rapists worked for a group called the Real American Defense League (RADL), a white supremacist organization of which the rapists were apparently members.