Str8 Sex to be near Gay Dream Ch. 08

The next day in school wasn't much different from most days. At least not until about an hour after it started. I was walking down the hall that ran past the cafeteria when I saw a few girls I knew casually. They were whispering as I approached. Not a big deal, as these three usually were whispering and gossiping about something.

But then they all turned towards me and quite pointedly said hi, asking me how I was doing.

"Ooookay," I said, wondering why they suddenly cared. These three tended towards more "bad boys" and didn't say much to me typically. But I couldn't help myself. Being a naturally polite person, I slowed down and wandered over to them.

One of them said, "So I hear you're not quite the shy little thing we've always thought."

"What does that mean?"

The second said, "Yeah, we heard that you're not 'little' at all where it counts. And apparently, you know what to do with it."

OMG, now I got it. Privacy was so important to me, and clearly, Debbie suddenly forgot that. Not only forgot that but was blabbing details of what we'd done!

I knew my cheeks were turning red, but I said nothing, turned and starting walking away. As I did, I heard one of them say, "Hey, we want our turns, too! We'll make it great for you." And of course, they laughed. Were they kidding? Did they really want me?

Really, I didn't care. I wasn't into them in any way, and mostly I was just pissed!

I went stomping off down the hall, not really knowing where I was going. It wasn't long before I saw Todd. I went right into ranting, "Do you know what she did? Do you know what she did?!"

"Whoa, what are you talking about? What's going on?"

We already had gotten the attention of a couple of other students. "Come on," I said. "Let's go somewhere to talk."

So I walked off towards the yearbook office, and Todd followed. When we got there, I unlocked it, we went in and I locked the door behind us.

Poor Todd didn't even get a chance to say a word before I said, "Debbie told her friends we've been fucking! What's she thinking? She knows I don't want anyone knowing our business."

Todd took a deep breath and said, "Is it such a big deal? So what did they say?"

I told him, and he said, "So they think you're a stud with a big dick who knows how to use it? Do you know how many guys would like that reputation?"

I kinda scuffed my shoe along the floor and shook my head. "Yeah, I guess that makes sense, except I don't want people knowing my business. And why would I want..." [I was trying not to use a nasty word to describe them] "...those girls to know anything about this?"

Todd chuckled. "Well, Debbie thinks she's going to fuck you enough times to make you straight, but I get it." He came closer. Very close. My head was kinda down and he put just one finger under my chin to get me to lift my head and look into his stunning eyes. "Even when we were 'experimenting' and 'accidentally trying new things,' I knew. I've always felt how you looked at me. I think you've always liked boys more, and I've always liked girls more. Maybe it's the intensity of your feelings that made it happen, but I feel something strong for you, too. Maybe I'm bi? Or it's just something with you? Whatever. Let all of them think what they want. Sure, fucking her feels good, but we know what we have between us. Don't let her big mouth bother you. Just focus on what matters."

He sure knew how to calm me down and get me to focus. Quietly, I said "Focus on what matters? I think I can do that." Suddenly, but gently, our lips were together. Our hands were on each other's heads, and the kisses were gentle. Not probing. Really loving. As much as ever before. We just stood there, kissing for a few minutes. When we finally broke our kiss, he looked so emotional.

Todd smiled a little and said, "I don't know what this is or where it's going, but I don't want it to end. You mean more to me than I know how to say."

I nodded. "I don't know where it's going, either, and I tried to deny and fight my feelings for so long, but I know what really gets me going. I had straight sex so I could be near my gay dream. Yeah, that would be you, my blond, super-jock stud. You're a dream come true, and every day I still wonder if I'm going to wake up from this. You're too much to believe, but I love every moment and just want it to go on forever."

We kissed again. I never wanted to let it end, but I didn't want to get in trouble, either, and it was getting near time to head to my next class. "Forget her," he said. "Let's see how happy the little gossip is if she can't get either of us to fuck her. She's as horny as any guy, and you know she's hooked on our cocks. Well, let's punish her. No fucking."

"Oh, really? When's the last time you went without pussy?"

"I've got something better now" and he kissed me, deeply this time, and my knees almost buckled, especially when he hand ran down the front of my pants and squeezed hard on my throbbing cock. "I think it's time that it's just us. Have any plans after school?"

"Yes, to do whatever my boyfriend wants to do!"

He smiled at that, gave me one more kiss and we headed out the door.

It turned into a long day. I was hard for hours and trying to hide it. But I also couldn't believe how slowly the day seemed to be going. When classes finally ended, I reconnected with my blond god and we headed to his house. He said he'd have the place to himself for hours, and that's all I needed to hear.

As angry as I was about Debbie's big mouth, this man of my dreams could get me to forget anything. I was so head-over-heels for him, so I really lost all my concerns as we headed to his room. As usual, I couldn't help myself, and my eyes locked on that unbelievable ass of his. To this day, I've never seen a more perfect one. That view then brought thoughts of how amazing it looked when he was fucking, and, ironically, I'd seen that when he was fucking Debbie. But it still was an amazing sight, how those muscular, soccer player cheeks clenched when he was thrusting as deep as he could go!

So I followed his ass, wondering what joy was coming next. There really is nothing more exciting than teenage lust, and I had at its most intense it with this amazing man! As we got to his room, I was telling myself to try to slow down. I wanted it all, and I wanted to get to it instantly. But I knew I should slow down. This really, finally, was going to be about us. Just us. There was no more pretending, at least on my part. The man I once thought was out of reach was going to be mine, at least right now.

We stood by his bed, and I looked into his eyes. Surprisingly slowly and tenderly, considering how high the heat was between us right then, our lips met. To be more romantic I'd like to say we closed our eyes, but we didn't. He kept his open, and I'd never miss a chance to look into his beautiful eyes, so mine stayed open, too. There was something incredibly intense about that as we kissed, first tenderly and then more aggressively. As our tongues touched, I felt his teeth. He nipped at my tongue and then was biting my lip as we kept kissing. It was an amazing feeling. My god, was there any sexual gift this man didn't have? It's like he was born for this! His kisses were so erotic!

I was running my hands all over his body. I wanted to get him down to bare skin, but I was too deep in this moment. Too much in young love that, yes, went beyond raw sex. My hands made their way back up, and I was holding the back of his head as our kisses got incredibly intense. Then I did close my eyes and marvel at the feelings washing over me. I was so in love with this sexy man. Not just the lust I'd been feeling from the first time I saw his breathtaking male beauty but a real, deep, intense feeling like I wanted to be his in every way possible.

Of course, my cock was about to tear out of my pants. It's not like my love for him diminished how aroused I was. If anything, it intensified it. And finally, it looked like he was going to be mine. The true dream-come-true scenario!

We kept kissing for what felt like hours but probably was only minutes. Even so, years later, the memories remain intense. Minutes or hours, it was amazing. We turned around a few times as we continued to make out, and eventually we wound up on the bed.

He was on top of me, and I was in heaven! Our kisses became gentler, and we stroked each other's faces. We both were hard, but we also were reveling in the love. And then I said it, at the risk of, well, everything... "I love you."

He looked a little surprised but then smiled. "You know anyone else would say that's just your horniness talking, right?"

I started to protest, but then he said, "I love you, too." And with that, he kissed me deeply and our pelvises thrust together, our hard cocks pressing into each other.

Todd took my hand off his face, and I let him guide it lower. He of course placed it on his cock. "Do you want this?"

"Oh yes!"

And then he used a line I've happily used on lovers in the years since... "I want to put my babies in you!"

I chuckled and said, "Make me pregnant, stud! Give me your hot seed!"

We quickly shucked all of our clothes, and then he slid down to take my cock in his mouth. I moaned as he licked around the head. Looking down at him, I couldn't believe the hottest man in the world was licking my cock. This just didn't happen in real life, but my eyes weren't lying. I was getting head from him. How could it get any better?

Then, as if reading my mind, Todd showed me how it could get better. He said, "I wish you realized how hot you are and how amazing this big, thick cock is!" With that he slowly sank his mouth down my shaft, taking it to the very bottom. As his lips reached my balls, I moaned and he slowly slid his mouth back up my shaft, keeping a tight hold on it as his tongue worked the bottom. I gasped from how amazing it felt! Did I say something before about him being born for this? Over the years, I've been with guys who were hot but seemed to think they could lie back and just be serviced. Those never lasted long. But Todd was hotter than all of them and was driven to make sex incredible. What a gift he is to anyone who gets to have him!

He kept working up and down my shaft, and it felt better than pussy. It was amazing! He pulled off at one point to lick my balls as his right hand kept stroking my shaft. I liked the tongue bath, but my balls aren't my most sensitive spot, so I got demanding. "Let me feel that mouth on my cock again, stud!"

"Ooh, look at you! You've sure come out of your shell!" And with that, he laughed and then plunged all the way down my cock again. Oh wow, he was so good at this. He then proceeded to suck and move up and down my shaft at high speed, until I yelled, "Wait! Stop!" He pulled off and looked up at me in concern. I said, "That was too good! I don't want to cum yet!"

"What? Can't you cum twice for me?"

"And lots more, I'm sure. But I want to be certain to cum as you're making me pregnant." He smiled as I added, "I've dreamed of making love with you for so long, and I want this to be perfect!"

He let go of my cock and moved back up, so he was lying on me again. We kissed, and I felt his big dick throbbing against mine.

I suggested that "we should make sure you're plenty hard if you're going to knock me up."

"And how should we do that?"

With that, I bunched up the pillow, so it would lift my head more, as I slid down the bed a little, Todd hovering just over me. He moved up some more and I was looking right at his big cock. It was moving as it throbbed, and I wanted him so badly. I could even see a drop of precum at the tip, so I stuck out my tongue and licked off the drop as he moaned. He was so keyed up, but I was hoping he could go a while. I wanted this to be really special!

He looked down at me, as I looked up at his body and the big smile on that model's face, still having trouble believing this was happening. I held his sculpted ass in my hands and coaxed him forward, opening my mouth, as I heard him say, "my god, you're amazing."

With that, his cock slid into my mouth. It was tough to keep from gagging as his big stick pushed into the back of my mouth, but I did everything I could to overcome my gag reflex. I wanted this to be perfect for the man I wanted to spend my life with. (Yeah, I didn't spend my life with him, but right then, I'd have defied anyone to tell me otherwise!) As I managed to take him in my mouth, I felt his balls hit my chin. I didn't quite have every inch in, but his balls were big enough to smack my chin anyhow, and I don't think either of us wanted to complain. I was moaning around his flexing, throbbing cock, and he was moaning as I sucked him for all I was worth.

After a couple of minutes, he suddenly pulled out, grabbing the base of his cock and saying, "Wait. Hang on. I need a sec. You're pretty good at that yourself!" He bent over and kissed me as we both smiled. Then he gave his cock back to me, letting me suck and taste him leaking on my tongue. I loved the feel of his solid, muscular ass cheeks in my hands as he thrusted. Really, I loved everything about this! At another time, I'd have been perfectly happy to let him go until I felt his cock pulse and spurt his load in my mouth, but not this time. I needed more.

I stopped sucking, and he came back down to kiss me more. I asked if he was ready to show me what he was made for. He smiled and said we'd need some lube. He went and got some vaseline. Messy but effective. He opened it and headed down again. He sucked my cock as he worked a vaseline-covered finger into my hole. Then another. Over the course of a few minutes, he'd worked a lot of that stuff in there while sucking my cock. I had to stop his sucking a few times, so I wouldn't shoot too soon. (And if you're wondering, yes, old unsafe vaseline, and no condoms ever. I never wanted anything between us, even if it wasn't the safest move.)

After a few minutes of working on my hole, he said, "are you ready, babe?"

"I've been ready since the first time I saw you!"

"That's not what I mean, and you know it!" And that big smile again. I'd let this magnificent man hurt me, if he wanted, but I knew that wasn't the idea.

"Yes, I think I am, but I admit I'm a little nervous. Your cock is big, and I've never done this before. Let's go slow!"

"I'll take it slow. I want this to be great for you!"

Todd moved up, lifted my legs and smiled at me. As always, that smile made my heart pound! Then he moved until the head of his cock was touching my hole. He rubbed it up and down, and I thought I could feel his precum on my hole, but considering the finger-fucking and vaseline he'd already given me, that probably was my lust-filled imagination.

There's no way to explain how much I wanted to give myself to him, and I knew—absolutely knew—that there would be no pain. Just pleasure. So I looked up at him and said, "Make love to me, baby! Make me yours!" And as he slowly pushed that big, hard cock into my vaseline-slick hole... "Wait, wait! Oww!"

Was that coming from me? It couldn't hurt. This was the love of my life. But it did hurt.

"Do you need me to pull out?"

"I don't know. I just... I didn't think it would hurt like this."

I told him to give me a minute. But he pulled back out and reminded me that there was no rush. He moved down again and slipped a finger into me. "Damn, you clenched up. Take deep breaths. Slow and deep, and try to relax." Neither of us knew about pushing out, the advice I heard much later, but we were determined to make it work

So I did what he said, and he also started stroking my cock with his other hand. It had deflated a lot from the unexpected pain, but there was hope. His hand and then his mouth had me hardening again pretty soon. And more quickly than before, he worked up from one finger to two to three. I was loving it. So why did his cock hurt? Nerves?

I said, "let's try again!"

"Are you sure? Are you ready?"

"I don't know, but I know I need you in me!"

He said, "let's try it another way first, and I'll go real slow. Roll over."

I'd do anything he asked, so I rolled onto my belly and spread my legs as he got between them. He rubbed that big cock between my ass cheeks, and even that felt very hot. I moaned, and he laid his whole body on mine as he was thrusting. It was so hot. To this day, when I bottom, I sometimes have a real need to take it face-down, and I'm sure it all started here.

As Todd kept thrusting, he slowly started aiming for my hole. The head of his cock kept poking at it, and I kept moaning more and more. "Oh my god, babe, that's so hot!" He just moaned in my ear as he panted and continued to thrust.

I said, "let's try again!" but really, I didn't need to. We were getting there naturally. I could feel it this time. He was taking his time, and I was responding down there. With each push at my hole from his cock, I was opening to him. Slowly, patiently, this magnificent lover was getting me to take him. After a while—I really don't know how long it was, since I'd certainly lost all track of time—I felt the head of his cock slip in. This time, there was maybe the slightest twinge but that faded fast as the passion washed over me.

He stayed there for a bit, giving tiny thrusts but not pulling out. It was like he was going to fuck me with just the head. He kept doing that to let me get used to being penetrated and also get used to the motion in my hole. I was moaning nonstop, and it just kept feeling better. But I really had no idea what was about to happen.

As he made those little motions, he started pushing just a tiny bit deeper. Little by little, deeper and deeper. I felt full. It was a strange feeling. I never knew anything could feel like this. I didn't think I could have even deeper feelings for him, but he could have convinced me to run away with him and set out on a life of crime right then. Anything he wanted! OMG, it was unbelievable! As he worked deeper inside me, I soon felt something... I didn't know what was happening. It was like there was something inside me that was working towards getting me off, even though neither of us was touching my cock. Our motion was rubbing my cock into the bed a little, but this was way beyond that!

"Todd, wow! Keep going baby! Go deeper!"

"You're okay?"

"I'm beyond okay! Fuck me, stud! Fuck me!"

With that, he started pushing harder and even deeper. Soon, all of his ample cock was in me! Then he held it there. "You've got it all, lover. I'm all the way in you!"

I felt his balls against my ass as he throbbed inside me.

"Oh yeah, fuck me! Let me feel it!"

He pulled back almost all the way, slowly sliding out, and then he slowly slid in again. I knew this maneuver from straight fucking, but I had no idea how amazing it would feel to be on the receiving end. Was this what Debbie felt when we fucked? Is this why she came on my cock? This... I can't do it justice with my words. It was like nothing I'd ever felt!

I was still face-down, but I turned my head and Todd leaned in to kiss me as he kept fucking my ass. It's amazing I didn't shoot into the sheets right then. He kept moving, faster now. Not jackrabbit-fast, but he was picking up his pace, and the slapping of our bodies together was a sound that added to the whole atmosphere of this amazing sex.

Then after several minutes of this, he said, "I can't cum like this."

I felt my heart sink. "Why not? What's wrong?"

"Okay, I could cum like this, but I don't want to. I want to be looking in your eyes when I cum."

With that, I went from my heart sinking to it flying.

He slowly pulled out. I remember letting out a little gasp as he slid all the way out of me. That itself was an unexpected feeling.

I rolled over and when I was on my back, he got on top of me. I was expecting to immediately continue, but he really was making love to me. My legs were bent, knees up, but he didn't get in position to fuck again. At least, not right away. He bent down and took my cock in his mouth again. I don't usually make much precum, but I was leaking some then. He lapped that up and then started sucking me. I moaned and thrust into his mouth, but I quickly said, "no, stop!" He looked up, and I said, "remember, I want to cum when you're in me, and it won't take me a minute to cum if you keep sucking me."