Home from School Ch. 08

(Mom's perspective)

I start to wake up. I had a dream about protecting my boy from some kind of creature, but the details quickly escape my mind as I try to recall. I look over to see my son still sleeping there. At first I question why he's in my bed, but then I remember what happened last night. He looks so cute and peaceful.

"My sweet angel."

I get dressed and go to the bathroom, getting ready for the day. Thankfully I have off today, so I get to spend the whole day with my baby. As I'm in there, the guilt starts to creep in.

I just crossed the line. I went where no mother is supposed to go. Not only that, but my lust overtook me.

I remember the look on his face when I started to suck him again. The look of fear. I feel so bad about that. I hope he isn't upset, he barely spoke after. Of course, that could be because I sucked the life out of him, but still. I hope he's okay. I should make it up to him...

(Son's perspective)

I wake up. I look around and forget where I'm at for a moment, but then everything comes back to me. I try to tell myself it was just a wet dream, but I'm not entirely sure it is. I go to the kitchen like usual, and see her making pancakes. Somehow I don't feel as weird as I did when I first jerked off to her, but I still don't know how to approach the subject.

"Hey, what kinds are those?"

"Blueberry, your favorite."

"Are you making some for me?"

"No, I'm cooking your favorite breakfast for myself in front of you."

"How cruel."

We both chuckle. There's an obvious elephant in the room, but somehow we don't feel so awkward around each other. It's nice.

"So honey... can we talk about last night?"

I swallow, trying to mentally brace myself for the awkward conversation about to come.

"Yeah..."

"How are you feeling?"

"Not as bad as I think I should."

"Oh yeah? But you still feel bad?"

I look up at her and she has a concerned look on her face. She's so sweet to worry about me like this.

"I mean, kinda..."

She finishes making the pancakes and I get the syrup out. We both pick ours and begin eating. I wish I knew what to say but the words escape me. I don't want to make her feel bad though. I'm struggling to think of what to do or say to make her feel better.

"Yeah... Look, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me. I crossed the line of what a mother should do. I..."

I put my hand on her shoulder to comfort her.

"No, I'm the one who should apologize. I crossed the line first. I knew it was wrong but..."

She looks at me with a concerned expression.

"Are you... attracted to me?"

"Yeah. I didn't want to admit it to myself, but I've been attracted to you as far back as I can remember. As a kid, I always knew you were beautiful. Heh, I even remember telling my friends I was going to marry you."

"I actually remember that too. It was the cutest thing I've ever heard."

"Yeah... well... I don't know. I always knew that you were beautiful, but... Lately I discovered you were more than just pretty. You're... oh my God I can't say it..."

"Don't be afraid to tell me everything, my love. I want to hear it."

Now she's the one rubbing my shoulder. She always knew how to comfort me.

"I... realized how... sexy you are. God that feels so weird to say."

She chuckles.

"You don't even know how flattering that is to me. When did you figure it out, if you don't mind me asking?"

Am I going to tell her? Fuck it, we already went so far, there's no point in holding anything back from her anymore.

"Have you... Do you know the reddit account LonelyMama?"

For some reason she smiles.

"Yeah... I think I know what you're going to say."

"You're her, aren't you?"

She laughs. Not really the reaction I was expecting.

"Yeah, I am..."

"I figured. Well, I found your page a couple weeks ago and had no idea it was you. You... quickly became my new favorite porn star. Your body and the things you post play to a few of my kinks."

She starts to blush. I can't tell if it's from embarrassment or excitement. Or both.

"Then you posted a face reveal. I... realized it was you. I was already in the middle of jerking it and... continued when I realized it was you. I knew it was wrong and I was disgusted with myself but I just couldn't stop. It was too sexy I just..."

She leans over and gives me a kiss, then wipes off the syrup she accidentally put on my cheek.

"Oh sweetie, I love you so much. Can I... confess something too?"

I shake my head yes.

"I... found your fleshlight."

"Oh..."

Not what I was expecting.

"When you went to your friend's, I snuck into your room and sorta, kinda snooped around."

I gave her a playful scowl and she looked sheepish. Under normal circumstances I might've been a little mad at her but I can't now.

"I just wanted to know what was in the bag you didn't want me to see. Then, I got curious about what kind of porn you look at. By the ways, you should have a better password than 6969."

Now I'm the one feeling sheepish.

"So I looked and found that account. I realized you were looking at me and... the thought of it excited me. I felt so happy you were attracted to me that way. That's when I decided to do a face reveal, I wanted to see how you'd react."

"Wait, so you showed your face so I would know it was you?"

"Yeah... I know."

Strangely enough, that was the most flattering thing I think I've ever heard.

"If it's okay with you, can I ask why you made it in the first place?"

"I just wanted to feel attractive again. After Rick cheated, I felt so ugly and undesirable. I posted one when I was really depressed. I thought it was going to be one and done, but the comments made me feel good about myself. I later came to realize how much I like letting people see me sexually. I discovered I was a bit of an exhibitionist."

The thought of her doing that is really sexy to me.

"Then, I realized that you were one of the people looking at me. Instead of feeling concerned or disgusted, I felt excited. The faceless crowd watching me is already sexy, but knowing it was my own son. My baby boy, lusting after his dear mother..."

She started to blush and fidget with her legs. Damn, is she getting turned on right now? Fuck that's hot!

"Wow, that's a lot to take in."

"I know, it was a lot for me too. I didn't know what to do with myself. It was like I suddenly realized how badly I wanted you. I embraced the feeling I was trying to suppress. How badly I wanted you."

She moves her hand from my shoulder to my arm. Her caresses first felt comforting, now it feels more intimate. I start to get erect.

"I think I've always felt that way. I would deliberately rub your legs when we cuddled, when I'd hug you I'd try to get your face in my chest. I've always loved to take care of you, and I'd just ignore when those feelings became more. But, my lust overcame me and... I did what I did."

We both sit there. Trying to process everything we shared.

"Wow... I can't believe this is actually happening."

I chuckle to myself and shake my head.

"Are you okay, honey?"

"Yeah, I'm just glad to get this all off my chest. It's such a relief to not have to carry this guilt anymore. I'm glad I can talk to you about this."

"Me too."

She kisses me on the cheek, then starts to clean up the dishes. I get up to help her like a good son.

"So, we still haven't talked about last night."

"Yeah."

"Look, I'm sorry for going so far."

"It's okay mom, honestly I'm happy it happened."

She gives me a big, motherly smile.

"Really? I feel like I took it too far."

"Trust me, it's okay. I didn't even know I could cum more than once at a time."

"It's just... you looked scared. Did I scare you sweetheart?"

"Yeah, kinda. But, that only made it better."

"Are you sure? You aren't just saying that to make me feel better, are you?"

"No really. Fear boner is best boner."

She laughs at that.

"Thank you darling. That really makes me feel better."

"I'm glad. So..."

I know what I'm going to say next. This is it, the moment for me. The moment I decide to either try to let what happened be in the past and move on like normal, or try to delve further into the depravity. But, I already know the choice I'm going to make.

"Will this be a one time thing? Or... do you want to explore this further?"

My face gets red. Fuck it, I already said it. No going back now.

"Do you..."

She looks at me seductively.

"... Want it to continue?"

"Y-yes."

"Yes who?"

"Yes mommy."

She smirks. I'm so happy that I'm not alone in this. Even more, I'm glad she's as into this as I am, if not more.

She steps closer to me and leans in for a kiss. This time she didn't try to sneak one on the lips, she goes straight for it. I gently place my hand on her cheek. She kisses me with incredible passion. She holds it for a couple seconds, then kisses me again. Again and again, quickly. Then, she slips her tongue past her lips and up to mine. I open them to give her access. She wiggles her tongue around mine, licking the roof of my mouth, then pulling away while sucking on my bottom lip. I open my eyes to see her beautiful face.

"I love you so much sweet pea."

"I love you too mama."

This time I lean in to kiss her. My right arm on her face and the other is above her hip. As we make out, she pushes her body against mine. Then, she starts to grind her pussy against my leg. I push it out a little farther to give her more access. I haven't done any of this before so I'm mostly trying to follow her lead.

"For going overboard last night, how about I treat you to something special? I can do anything you want me to."

"I... want to see your body in person. Fully."

"Is that it? Just to see me naked?"

"At first."

She smiles.

"Good. I'll be happy to do that for you, but I want more."

"One step at a time mama."

She giggles.

"Alright, how about we move to the bed first?"

"Sounds like a plan, Stan."

She grabs my hand and pulls me along. My entire body is tingling with excitement. I can't wait!!

She pushes me on the bed. Then, she starts dancing like a stripper.

"Damn mom, you got moves!"

She takes off her top to reveal a lacey black bra. I remember seeing the bra in one of her posts. It's so sexy. As she's moving her body, she takes off the remaining clothes. The bra, shorts, and her matching black lace panties. Then, I see her fully nude.

"Woah..."

"You like?"

"You are so beautiful, mom; I can't believe it!"

She grabs my hands and puts them on her boobs. They're so soft and squishy. I move them around and squeeze. Every time I move them they jiggle a little. It's sexy, but also just fun and entertaining.

"You like mommy's boobs, don't you?"

"Oh god yes!!"

I start to rub the nipples. She moans and bites her lip.

"That feels good baby, keep doing that."

"Am I doing this right? I have no idea."

"You're doing great, dear."

"Thank you, I've never actually done this before so I'm just doing what I think is right."

She stops and stands back upright.

"Wait, you've never played with boobs before?"

"No...?"

Her eyes get wide.

"Wait, are you a virgin?"

"Yeah... Don't tease me, alright? I know I'm late."

"No no, I'm not going to tease you. I just... I figured you already did in college."

"No, I told you I don't like anyone there that way. I wanted to wait for the right person..."

I blush from embarrassment. Her eyes start to twinkle.

"Does this mean that I get to be your first? I get to take your virginity?!"

She becomes gitty.

"Yeah, I guess so."

"EEEEEEEHHHH!! I'm so happy!!"

She bounces in place while shaking her hands. The movement causes her boobs to jiggle. Something about seeing her that girly is both adorable and sexy at the same time.

"Say it. Say, 'Mommy, please take my virginity?'"

I blush even harder.

"Do I have to? It's embarrassing."

"Yes! Do what your mother says!"

"Yeah, yeah, I will. M-mommy, please take my virginity?"

I hide my face in my hand from embarrassment. She smiles sadistically at me. Then, leans over to my ear and seductively whispers.

"Yes baby, I will. But first, you have to please me."

She lays down on her back. She pulls me close until I'm laying on top of her, my leg between hers. We kiss passionately, then I pull away and look into her eyes.

"Um... Can you tell me what to do? I think I know what to do from porn but I don't know how accurate it is."

"Yes baby, I will. First, foreplay. Women love foreplay, especially me. We'll take it easy for now and I'll show you the basics, but as we continue you'll learn more and more."

"Yes please! I want to learn how to please you the best, mommy."

She grins all sexy like.

"Alright, first I want you to play with my boobs. I'll teach you what to do with the nipples for now."

"Yes mama."

I move down until I'm face to face with her boob. Then, I plop my face on there.

"Mmmmm it's so soft."

"Aw, cutie."

"It feels like home."

She giggles and starts running her fingers through my hair. It's so comforting. I move my face around to feel the squishiness on my face.

"I'm glad you like it, but don't slack now. You haven't even started yet."

She grabs my hair from the back. It's forceful, but doesn't hurt. Then, she moves my head to put my mouth right up to the nipple.

"I want you to suck on it. Suck on it like you did as a baby."

God that's weird to hear. Even weirder to be aroused by. Am I going to get over the weirdness of this all and just start enjoying it unironically? Probably.

I start to suck on it. She immediately moans and loosens her grip from forceful to tender, running her fingers through my hair once more.

"Mmmmmm that's good baby, that feels so good."

She lets out low, breathy moans. Something about this feels familiar. I feel such a strong maternal love from her. As fucked up as it is, I feel like a baby again.

I start to improvise. I start licking it up and down, and she reacts even more.

"Ooh yeah, like that."

I use my hand to reflect what I'm doing with my tongue on her other boob. She reacts even more.

"Okay okay, now switch. My other one is getting a little dry."

I move my head to switch to the other nipple. This time her breath is a little faster and higher. Her whole chest moves with her breath. The warmth of her body radiates onto me, and I feel close to her.

"Am I doing good mama?"

"No! Don't stop! Keep doing what you were doing! I'm so close!!"

She grabs my head again and pushes it back onto her nipple. I'll assume she loves it so I keep going. Her breath speeds up. She grabs my hand and puts it to her other nipple.

"Don't move this one, just pinch it like this."

She makes me pinch her other nipple as I lick. She has such a sexy moan too, it's like she keeps getting more perfect. I keep going and going. Her moans get faster and louder. Then, I can feel her toes curl and her leg shake. She arches her back and lets out a long moan.

"Did you just... cum?"

"Yeah..."

Her body relaxes and she tries to catch her breath.

"From nipples? That can happen?"

"Apparently. That hasn't happened to me in a long time."

"When was the last time that happened to you? If you don't mind me asking."

"When I... used to breastfeed you."

"Woah, really?"

"Yeah. I never mentioned this to you before, but when I used to breastfeed you, it would turn me on. I went to the doctor to ask about it and apparently it happens to more mothers than they care to admit."

"Woah. That's weirdly sexy to me."

"I'm glad you think so, it haunted me for a while. I... Nevermind, I won't say that."

"What?"

"No, it's too much."

"Oh come on, after everything we've confessed you still feel the need to keep something from me?"

"Well... It's even worse."

My curiosity is at an all time high.

"Come on, say it! If you don't I'll tickle you."

I move my hands to her sides but she pushes them away.

"No! Fine, I'll say it. Just... Don't get too grossed out when I do, okay?

I shake my head.

"I... masturbated a couple times while nursing you."

"Woah."

Mind blown.

"I know, it's weird, but the stimulation was too much for me to handle. I needed to get it out. I did it a couple times but stopped when I felt too weird about it. I've never told anyone that, even my doctor."

"So this was always meant to be, huh?"

She looks up at me and smiles. She's so cute when she's embarrassed. I lean in and give her a big kiss.

"Thank you baby. I've always loved you, and always will. You're mine."

"I'll always be yours mom."

We kiss again, but this one is more emotional and loving than sexual.