Goodbye Ricky

OK guys are you really that dumb or do you think we women are? We may play dumb but trust me most of us are not. I know Ricky isn't the smartest bulb in the chandelier but he is sweet, has a good job, treats me right and I really care for him. Just not sure if I am in the love column yet. We have been dating for over a year and I made him wait for 3 months before we had sex. Why? I wasn't ready yet. I had come out of a long term relationship that had gone bad toward the end because somebody decided they liked spending money on meth instead have having a life. The 3 months was productive because he gained my trust and that counts for a lot with a woman. If she doesn't trust you don't expect everything to be as good as it can be.

We had tried a few things except anal cause I wasn't ready for that yet. Ricky has kind of fat penis so I am afraid of trying to work that thing in. He makes my jaw ache when I suck him off if I can't get him to pop quick. Usually he likes me to suck him off and then he recovers while he eats my pussy and them we fuck. He says the blowjob takes the edge off and makes him last longer. It seems to work because he does last more than long enough for me to get off on his cock and our fingers. Anyway we had done some mild bondage and some fantasy stuff. Mostly his, then Ricky started asking if I thought I would want to screw somebody else while he watched. I didn't, so I told him so. My previous boyfriend and I tried to soft swing once but I got creeped out when the other couple wanted to come over and watch us so I left. Hey we all got our hang ups.

One Thursday on the way home from work Ricky called me and ask me to come over and spend the night with him. We still lived in separate apartments because I want it that way but I do have stuff over there for when I spend the night. I was a little tired but he insisted, saying he cooked for me so I agreed. When I got there he handed me a glass of wine and told me to take a relaxing hot bath or shower while he finished dinner. He was a little antsy so I knew something was up, I figured he wanted to have sex. I decided on the shower and while I was in there lathering up my C-cup sized tits with the pink nipples and saucer size aureola. I see you guys like to know breast size her and yes when the are fully expanded my aureola (the part around the nipple is 3.5 inches across. In high school I was teased in gym class because nobody was close and the called me wide eyes because one girl had said my boobs looked like a cartoon character with wide eyes. When I get excited they puff up like those marshmallow cookies.

Any I was trying to figure out what Rich was up too when I got this terrible thought "OMG, what if he was going to ask me to marry him?"

I really cared for him and we had good sex but I wasn't that far yet. I finished up in the shower taking care to wash really good and even trip my landing strip and around my lips. I figured if he looked like he was going that way I would take him to bed and try to derail his plans. When I got out of the shower there was a red satin kimono that dropped down to just cover my ass and a note from Ricky that said. Just wear this. So I did. I brushed my hair out, it had been scrunched up under the shower cap. I kind of looked like an 80's rock video chick with the way my blonde hair flared out and down my shoulders.

I walked back out to find dinner waiting and Ricky too. While we sat and ate we talked about our days and Ricky kept topping off my wine glass. That combined with his nervousness told me something was not quite right. After dinner I helped clear the dishes and Ricky handed me the wine. I had slowed down because I wasn't much of a drinker and I knew if I kept at it I would be a puddle on the floor.

I placed my hand on Ricky's forearm and looked into his eyes and asked firmly "Ricky whats going on?"

Ricky had a deer in the headlights look for a second before he recovered , 'Uh I just want to make love with you."

I knew there was more to it than that so I added, "You don't need to get me drunk to make love with me."

No kind of stumbling on his words he manged to spit out, "I was hoping I could tie you up again....and blindfold you."

Aha! The blindfold told me something was going on. We had tied each other up before so why would he need to get me drunk and blindfold me unless something was going on.

Thinking back to his interest in watching me get fucked by someone else made me think this was it. At first I got a little angry but I realized I didn't have any proof. So I decided to throw off his game.

"Oh baby." I cooed, " I wish I could but my period came a little early this month, so sex is out of the question."

The look on Ricky's face was priceless, for all I love about him Ricky has menophobia.

I continued "I have a tampon in right now, want to see?" and I squatted slightly and went to open the robe so he could look at where the string should be.

His reaction was as I expected he recoiled like a vampire before a crucifix and covered his face with his hand.

Dejected and looking devastated he mumbled "No, that's OK!"

Feeling sorry for him I began to think I was wrong and maybe I had missed read him, but on the back of my neck the hairs were still a little prickly feeling. Wanting to appease him in case I was wrong I made a decision.

Smiling I said, "I can suck your cock instead!"

Ricky looked up with a glimmer of hope in his eye and asked "Tied up?"

I nodded since we had done that before too.

The he looked up sheepishly before asking "And blindfolded?"

There he was with the blindfolded part again. I knew something was up so I figured out a quick plan.

Poking my finger in his chest I laid it out "I will sit in the chair in the bedroom and you can tie my hands to the arms."

Tracing my fingers along his buttons I went on, "I want my legs and feet free, but I will wear that stretchy black hood we bought a few weeks ago and haven't tried out yet."

The hood was really kind of a lyrca cap that would come down over my eyes and down to my nose and pulled down over my ears. I think it was supposed to be a sensory deprivation device but I had tried it on when Ricky wasn't home one day. I picked it because I could see through it. Not well but well enough to tell what was going on. The chair was a cheat too because although it had arms that began from the from legs and curved back toward the back there was a gap between the arm and the back of the chair and I could get free if I wanted to. It was sad too because up until I had seen the way he was acting that night and had he acted the way he normally acted before we played out minor kinky roles I would have let him tie me up like Christmas goose and blindfold me for real. But he wasn't his playfully embarrassed self tonight. He nervous yes, but fearful so I wanted to know why.

I took my wine glass and slugged down the entire contents in one long pull before handing it back to him.

As I flounced down the hall way toward the bedroom I made sure my ass bounces so he could see the bottom of my cheeks peeking out from underneath the kimono as I went.

Then calling back over my shoulder I announced, "Fill that up and bring it with you, I feel like letting you come in my mouth tonight."

OK I don't want to hear how all girls should take a man's cum in her mouth every time. The stuff is gross tasting OK, it has to be from what it is made of. Not the sperm but all the stuff in it to keep the sperm alive. It was designed to be the body made equivalent of a space suit for sperm not a fountain drink. It's really acidic and Ricky's taste reminds me of a chewed up aspirin. So yeah, I have taken his cum in my mouth and even swallowed it for him. I just pick and choose when I do. He likes coming on my tits too, I am not big on getting it in the face because it burns my eyes or when it gets up my nose. I have even given him a hair job and girls will tell you that shit is hard to get out without trashing your do.

Before Ricky had filled my glass and got back to bedroom I had the lights on, positioned the chair where I could see the best, tied my left hand to the chair with a black silk scarf and had the hood on over my eyes. I left my right hand for Ricky to get. He tied it pretty snug with the other silk scarf and I had to ask him to redo it. He did reluctantly but it was a little looser but still held me. When he checked my left hand I made sure I flexed my wrist slightly and in his haste he didn't notice so it was a little looser. Ricky turned and started to walk out the door and I asked him to kiss me.

He stopped abruptly and turned back toward me. Leaning in he kissed me. Yep something was up. His kiss was different too. I played along sliding my tongue in his mouth caress his lips with mine and as we broke a part I whispered softly "I trust you Ricky." His body stiffened and he rose looking at me for a few seconds.

When he looked like he was going to turn and go out the door again I asked "Well?"

I startled him again causing him to reply, "What?"

Smiling I went on, "I don't hear zipper being pulled down."

Looking toward the front of the apartment through the bedroom door he answered. "I want to make sure I am clean for you, I was active at work today."

Good answer, sometimes we girls like the smell of man especially if you are really turned on it can add to the fire of the moment. But when I am doing it just for them, clean is good. As he walked back down the hall I could hear his footsteps and he passed the bathroom door.

I had shut my eyes when he left to concentrate on the sounds in the apartment so when the air conditioner kicked on it startled me a bit. The vent directed the cool air over me where I was sitting and my nipples perked up in the cold, making me looked aroused. If it turned out this was just Ricky wanting to be kinky I could get that way, but if it wasn't God help him. I felt the pressure in the room change telling me someone had either opened the front door or the balcony door, from the quickness of it I was sure it was the front door. Ricky and I had fucked on that balcony a few times. First laying down, then sitting in the chair, and finally on a really dark night when it was late he talked me into doing it standing up. I didn't lean over the rail. That was just to scary for me as high up as we were but I did lean over a chair a few feet back. The danger did add to the sex and when we had both cum with grunts and yells we heard someone clapping and whistling across the way.

Hearing voices snapped me out of my reminiscing. Yes there was two voices, Ricky's I knew the other I didn't recognize yet but it sounded familiar. I heard parts of a broken conversation.

Ricky: blowjob only...

Unknown: No I wanted Pussy...

Ricky:....rag.....

unknown: Fuck

Ricky: ............that's it, I get it and I don't owe you shit.

Unknown: OK

What the fuck? Ricky was using me to pay off some kind of a debt. I started to pull my left had off the chair arm and end this shit right now. I was going slap both of these cock suckers and tell them just what a piece of shit they were. Hell had I not spent the first 3 weeks of our sex life building up Ricky's self esteem about his cock. He was all apologetic that it wasn't long like the ones in the porno movies. It was about 6 inches I guess I never measured but it was a fat thing and it filled me up good and since I have a shallow vagina he could tap my cervix when we were doing doggy or me on top. Ha the only thing he was going to tap now was his fucking hand. Then it hit me, revenge, how to get even with him for betraying my trust. He wanted to pimp me out OK, let's see how he likes this.

I head someone go in the bath room and a few minutes later I heard two sets of foot steps come down the hall and then they entered. I could make out Ricky and he was still dressed looking like he had an I phone in his hand videoing this like it was a family event or some shit. The other person was a little taller than Ricky but similarly built and he was naked I couldn't make out facial features yet but I could see him from the waist down and he was sporting wood. It was thinner than Ricky's and maybe a little longer but not much. As he crept forward I could finally see it was Calvin, Ricky's brother.

I waited until he was right up on top of me and in a fearful voice I called out "Ricky is that you?"

It startled both of them for a second before Calvin motioned Ricky come over by him.

As Ricky moved around Calvin's side he answered "Yeah baby, it's me."

I giggled and said "I'm ready, how about you."

With that I opened my mouth wide like a baby bird waiting for a meal.

Calvin leaned in from the side and his dick brushed my cheek. I turned my head and took him in my mouth and wrapping my lips around the first few inches as I tightened my lips and lapped at the head with my tongue. Calvin gasped and pushed further. I pulled back little controlling the depth of his push. Letting him fuck against my lips and my tongue for a few tiny strokes I then spit his cock out and began kissing my way down the side. He tasted faintly like chlorine and bath soap but was other wise OK. When I got halfway down the side of his cock I took him in my mouth again this time I was biting down from the side but with my teeth covered with my lips. With Ricky I could never do that because he was to thick. I then slid my lips off my teeth and actually bit down. Not hard enough to hurt, although it would have taught the bastard a lesson if I did break skin. I used just enough pressure to cause him to gasp and tighten and spitting his cock out I laughed.

Licking my lips I said "Ricky come stand between my legs."

Calvin moved around between my legs and let his legs but up against the front of the chair. I leaned forward licking up and down his cock with my tongue. I heard Calvin moan as I passed under his glans as I worked my way around. I looked over at Ricky who was standing close with that Iphone going. I decided right then that two things were going to happened tonight. I was getting that video and that Ricky and I were through as a couple. If he had wanted me to suck of his brother he should have asked me. I am not sure I would have done it but this was totally wrong and he knew it, or he would not have acted the way he did.

I guess I got a little rough while my anger flared because Calvin grunted and pulled back.

Giggling I apologized "Sorry baby, I think I got a little carried away, your cock is making me so horny tonight."

Then putting my revenge plan into place I add, "Your cock feels so much longer in my mouth tonight, you must really be turned on."

Actually it felt like it was the same length as Ricky's, maybe even a little shorter but with Ricky's self doubt I know he would believe me. So I carried out my plan. When Calvin leaned back in I finished what I had started. I would alternate between licking him and taking him into my mouth sucking and working my lips. Occasionally I would fuck his cock with my mouth then pop my lips off and tell him how wonderful is cock was how long it was and I wish we had done this earlier to make it bigger.

Ricky leaned in as if trying to see if his brothers cock really was bigger than his and I could see the look on his face and it was priceless. I hurriedly sucked the whole length into my mouth and faked gagging sounds and spit it back out. Ricky had never gagged me before.

In faked gasps I called out, "Oh baby your gagging me, it's so big"

I could see the grin on Calvin's face and the look of dejection on Ricky's. Taking him back in mouth I continued to work on him. His breathing was getting shallower and he was trying to fuck into my mouth now so I knew he was close. It was then I realized I was a little turned on too.

Taking my mouth of his cock again I asked, "Ricky play with nipples open my robe."

I took him back into my mouth as Calvin reached down and opened my robe. He gasped again as he saw my tits and my nipple now puffed up like marshmallows in the microwave. Calvin leaned in even more resting his knees on the chair putting a little more weight on it than was intended but it held. So there was Calvin between my legs with my pussy now exposed to air under the kimono, his hands on my tits and his cock in my mouth. I was tempted to ask Calvin to touch my clit and get me off too but I controlled myself. This was about payback and I didn't wanted to loose control and end up getting passed between brothers tonight. I have been known to loose my inhibitions once I start cumming.

Ricky and Calvin were both cute and had Ricky taken the time to ask me and maybe convince me, this could have happened without the blindfold and scarfs. So no, tonight I will let the wetness and horniness stay unattended as I finish my business. I formed my mouth into an alternate pussy and began fucking Calvin's cock with my mouth again. Once again making gagging sounds as he slid in. Soon Calvin took over and was fucking my face and his breathing was getting ragged. The precum had be flowing for a bit so It wasn't a surprise that his hands left my tits and grabbed my head before he fired his cum into my mouth.

Calvin jerked and grunted about 6 times and each one put a load of cum in my mouth. I took it all and swallowed most except for the last load. When Calvin finished he let go of my head and stumbled back. As he did I opened my mouth to show them the last load on my tongue. I made a big show of it and after I swallowed the bitter liquid once more I smacked my lips.

Smiling I moaned out, "Oh Ricky you dick got so much harder and bigger this way and your cum tasted sweeter."

Calvin was sitting on the edge of the bed and had a Cheshire cat grin on his face as he looked between Ricky and I. My pussy and tits were still on display and Ricky had the most incredulous look in his face. Pushing my plan now, I began to fidget.

Pulling agaisnt the scarves I ordered firmly "Ricky, untie me now."

Both of them looked panic and Ricky began herding his brother out the door.

To add to their stress I raised my voice and sounded more angry as I asked once again "Ricky untie me."

Ricky called back and said "Yeah babe, I will let me rest for a second that was an awesome blowjob."

As they left I was busy pulling my hands free had the hood off.

I could hear them down the hall as I started to get dressed. I didn't bother with my thong or bra I just shoved them in my purse with the Iphone that Ricky had left on the dresser when he walked out.

To keep stressing them I called out "Ricky where are you, I know your not here."

I pulled my jeans on and my blouse, and finally my flats. I though my nylons in my purse as well. I took the kimono and wiped my face clean and through it back on the bed. I felt the air pressure change once again and even heard the door close in their haste. I walked out of the bedroom door was Ricky was coming down the hallway and he jumped in surprise.

I shoved past him and as I got to the end of the hallway I turned around and flipped him the hood I still had in my hand before I snapped out. "You shouldn't have abused my trust Ricky, If you were in trouble you should have asked for my help".

With that I turned and walked out of the apartment before I started to cry in front of him. Ricky tried to follow me out and tried to get into the elevator with me while trying to say he was sorry. I shoved him out and when he tried to get back in I kicked him between the legs. The last time I saw Ricky before the doors closed, he was on his knees in the hallway bend over with his hands clasping his crotch and his faced reddish purple as he gasped for breath.

I was in my car leaving the parking garage when the Iphone rang in my purse. Grabbing it I looked over and saw it was Ricky's name showing up as the caller. I pulled over and hit cancel on the call. The home screen came up and I realized it was Calvin's phone. Scrolling through I hit airplane mode to keep anything from being uploaded before I could check it out. I checked his settings and saw he did not have his phone to auto upload so I had a slight feeling of relief. Going back to the video folder I saw there were two. The one which Ricky had taken today and another one dated about a year ago just before Ricky and I started dating.