Echoes of Emotion

To my precious darling,

I doubt that anything that follows here will be new to you. You'll likely wonder why I'm telling you these things again. The answer is simple. I can't hold these words back, and I want these thoughts to be in your mind every second of every day. So let me give you another dose of reality.

I refer to you as "my one and only" because I don't, or ever could, feel this way about any other woman. I think of myself as your pet, because I thrive on bringing you happiness and pleasure. I use words like "unconditional love" and "adore" and "cherish" when I talk of you, but I don't think that conveys the depth of what I feel. So I want to tell you some things that might better explain how much you mean to me.

There was a time when I probably saw you the way others do. The gorgeous woman with sexy curves, smooth black skin, a beautiful face and perfect smile. When I see you now, I see the woman that I'm in love with, who also has sexy curves, smooth black skin, a beautiful face and perfect smile.

I realize that I've done what is almost impossible. I've removed any selfishness or lust or greediness from my intentions and purely love someone for who they are inside. I'm in love with you for the combination of God-given gifts that you brought with you into this world, the life experiences that have forged your personality, and the imperfections and flaws that make you human and unique. I'm in love with you for the way you've changed who I am and how I view myself and the world.

I mean those things quite literally. I strive to be the best I can be for you. I look for things I can do for you, things that I can tell you in full honesty, so you'll feel happiness. I think of ways I can help you see the beauty and grace that is in you, and to convince you that you are a precious soul. I do these things purely for your benefit, because I know it's the truth, and not in any way for my own lust or pleasure.

In some ways, I'm glad that the geography of our relationship exists. We've been forced to focus more fully on communicating deeply with each other, because that's all we have. Our time together has been filled with conversation, which isn't always the case when people are physically together.

Throughout our days, I've come to know you very well, and you've learned all there is to know about me. I know that one day this won't be enough for either of us, and I hope that time aligns with when we're both able to permanently be together in life.

I can't begin to explain how the mere sight of you makes me melt. Even knowing that the only possibility would simply be seeing you from afar, I'm still compelled to go where you are, to be in your presence. Those amazing moments when we've been able to be together have been precious and priceless.

As you're reading this, I suspect you're thinking about all of your imperfections, all the mistakes you've made, all your bad habits, all the things about yourself that make you feel inadequate and unworthy of having someone love you as I do.

For every one of the items on your list, babe, I have an item on the list of my flaws. We're all carrying around our own bag of imperfections, but that doesn't mean we aren't perfect for someone else.

One of the many reasons I've fallen in love with you is that you've chosen to be vulnerable with me and not hide anything about yourself. Because of that, I find you even more irresistible and adorable. Loving you just the way you are brings me immense pleasure and happiness.

I've truly fallen in love with YOU, the woman inside. Because of that, your outer beauty is magnified a hundred-fold. You're so gorgeous and stunning to me and you're the center of my fantasies. The combination of your voice, your heavenly face and erotic, delicious body really is the biggest turn on in my life. When we're intimate I feel your strength and power take over, and it's the greatest feeling ever.

Lastly, I love being owned by you. It's not a selfish or demeaning reality at all. Instead, it means that you accept my love and adoration, feel worthy of it, and are empowered by it so much that you've claimed me for yourself.

I love the feeling of knowing that all my attempts to be good to you and good for you are appreciated, and that you want what I can provide. So, what's my wish for 2019? That you'll continue to embrace and accept all of my love, and allow me to serve you any way possible.

My love for you is pure and unconditional, and I'm extremely grateful to be a part of your life. You are my Love, my Mistress, my Best Friend, my Confidant, and the reason I get up every morning.

Thank you for being who you are, and for seeing enough in me to give me a chance to be in your life.

All my love,

Jon