A Maggot in My Mind Ch. 03

This is chapter 3 of the story and before reading this you should read the previous chapters. The chapters are not self-contained but part of the same developing story. Its just the story was too long for me to put it all together before posting and so I will post each chapter when I've had the time to get it to a satisfactory state.

I must apologise for the long delay in chapter 3 appearing. I want to thank all the people who have commented on the story so far and emailed me. All your comments are read appreciatively. It has clearly raised strong emotions both for and against the story, and I am pleased that my story has made some impact upon its readers. It is not my intention to offend anyone, nor my intention to write stories about role models. They are just stories about people and what drives their sexuality, which is something that is often quite uncomfortable.

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It was dark and there was a chill in the air as Carol wandered the streets. It was not a part of town she was familiar with and she felt distinctly uncomfortable to be here as she realised that girls were roaming the street corners. She had received a mysterious telephone call telling her to look out for her friend Sara here. Who was it that called and why was Sara in this part of town she did not know? It all seemed puzzling and a little frightening. What did all this mean to Sara? She just hoped her friend was all right; walking these streets as the light was fading made her feel even more apprehensive for her friend. She was already in such a fragile state after all.

As Carol turned the corner she found Sara standing on the curb looking nervous, shifting her weight from one foot to the other and dressed like the other whores who were out. Carol ran up to her.

"Whatever are you doing here?"

Sara had her arms wrapped around her body and she was hugging herself tightly. Was it so cold or was it the reassuring comfort of her arms that she needed? Carol looked at her and then at the way she was dressed. After a pause with no response from Sara she said:

"Come on. Lets go get ourselves a drink. Here put my coat on."

Sara latched onto Carols coat as soon as it was over her shoulders. At last she could hide herself behind a cloak of normality. But what was normality for her now? Perhaps just the reassurance of her old life where she was confident and knew what she was after. Not the girl who suddenly found herself on a street corner touting for business. She allowed Carol to drag her away towards the city centre and the lights and buzz of activity where the lives of successful people were interacting and rushing headlong into well-planned futures. Behind her were the streets of the desolate, the people who had no well-planned future but the ones who had fallen through the cracks. Had she Sara fallen through some crack? Was here life about to disintegrate? What had she done to precipitate this downfall? She felt cold, very cold, and beyond shame in front of her friend Carol.

They dived into a bar and Carol got in some drinks, something to warm her from the inside to not only dispel the cold of the night, but also the cold loneliness of waiting on the street - waiting to be used. Sara sipped at her drink and felt herself slowly regaining her life. Once again she felt as if she were coming out of a dream, not a pleasant dream of innocence but a nightmare of frightening reality. Carol sat next to her and was chattering away words of reassurance that Sara allowed to wash over her, snuggling in their comfort.

As her mind cleared she started to piece together what had happened to her that night. She remembered the clothes she had bought after work on her way home. Shops she had never been to before, where the clothes were more provocative than wearable. She remembered wandering around the store trying on outfits just to have the feel of the material on her skin, to see herself in the changing room mirrors dressed as some slut. She felt that with each outfit she inspected herself in her acceptance of the image she was projecting became that much more real to her. Little by little she was wearing down the shock and revulsion of what she saw and started to look at its attractiveness, the smooth skin of her thighs flexing slightly in front of the mirror as if to entice, with the hard tight line of a pair of black latex hot pants stretched across her crotch; the smooth flat lines and the shiny material catching the light and drawing attention to her encased mound that so visibly bulged in the fabric; the gap between her thighs, that long line drawn across between her legs where her inner secret was pressed up tight against the material so very visibly. Her eyes were drawn to it and she imagined hands, strong male hands, unknown hands sliding down over those pants, the fingers probing the contours of her flesh, the material slippery between them.

Next she had tried on a tight PVC corset with very large and very obvious steel buckles. There were four of them that ran down the front of the piece and ample cups for her breasts. She had slipped it round her waist and shuddered slightly as the cold metal brushed against her flesh making it contract. She felt her breasts resting on the support of the cups her nipples hardening - was it from the cold or the slipperiness of the material, so thin and stretched so tightly, entombing them? She had relished the slow grinding pressure that her restricted waist had been put under as she buckled one by one the steel straps locking each one of them into place. She had struggled with each to try and reach the next hole, the next level of tightness, the still further compression. The sturdy batons inside the material were unyielding as they pressed back her soft skin, tightening their grip, forcing her breasts upwards and slightly outwards, her hips flaring as the material reached down between them stopping just short of her pubis. It felt uncomfortable and yet strangely comforting to be displayed in this manner, so openly sexual making a statement about a woman's body, accentuating and exaggerating its shapeliness. How could anyone resist such a view? Her hand travelled down over the material and sank into her moistening crotch; she fingered her clit that was already throbbing from her heightened arousal.

Suddenly into her thoughts she started to recall that as she had waited on the corner, she had been scared. She had somehow realised the vulnerable position she had placed herself in, dressed to attract the attentions of any punter, with nowhere to go but as if waiting in the street for her friend. What would she say if someone stopped and propositioned her? Her heart started to pound at this thought, her throat dry she realised that through the horror of this thought, the feeling of helplessness, the lack of any explanation she could possibly give other than the obvious, the inevitability that she would be forced to accept for lack of any explanation she could otherwise give, she realised that she was excited by it. Something deep, deep inside almost longed for that punter to turn up, for the opportunity, for the point of no return. She found herself hoping that she would be tipped into this lifestyle of wantonness, that her indecision would leave her and she would have to follow it through regardless of whether she should, regardless of Tom or Carol or what her colleagues at work would think if they saw her. She would be made to do it, driven by her acceptance to be standing here dressed so loudly, so enticing.

Then slowly her recollections pieced together the car slowing, her eye following and the slight turn of her body to accentuate her profile in his mirror. Making herself more attractive, irresistible to whoever it was, the faceless punter. She recalled the car stopping, her slow purposeful walk towards it, the pounding in her head as the blood rushed, the slow motion of her fall into depravity. She recalled sitting in the car with him, opening his trousers and releasing his cock. It looked so large, so red, it felt so hot and so long. She had stroked it, her eyes glued to it with desire. At last, this is what she had wanted this was what she had been waiting for. Her lips had opened and she bent slowly down to take it in her mouth, she coated it in her moistness and let the feel of the silky skin glide over her tongue. It sent ripples of pleasure undulating down her spine as she realised how dirty this was. Her lips, bright red from the lipstick she had plastered on them, wrapped around this anonymous shaft. She felt him pushing at her mouth, striking the back of it, making her eyes water with the stab of its head at her throat. She was inexperienced and tried to suck round the shaft. He withdrew slightly so her tongue could curl over its head and she licked at it and sucked upon it until she tasted the salty precum coating her.

She worked at it like someone starved and desperate for his cum. She wanted to draw it out of him and into her mouth, she wanted to feel his seed and taste it as it went swimming across her tongue in a desperate search to impregnate her. She wanted to feel it slide down her gullet, imagining its stickiness cloying at the sides of her throat as it made its way to her stomach. All this ran through her head as it bobbed up and down driving him wild. He started to buck his hips and drive faster and faster his cock into her, pounding her and pushing once again urgently at the back of her mouth. It finally pushed through and lodged for a moment in her throat, she felt the desperation of choking and her throat muscles tried to push it back out so that she may breath. He groaned in his ecstasy as she did this and suddenly there was a gush as his seed pumped straight down into her, burying itself deep within her core, pooling inside her gut. She was impaled upon his demanding cock, forced to accept his seed, forced to open wide and choke as he demanded entrance to her body. She felt her own orgasm grow, her breasts felt tight and strained towards him, the lips of her cunt spasmed and sucked at an imaginary cock she wished was pressing at her other entrance. How she wanted to feel another cock sink into her cunt as she sat so helpless, so accepting, so wanton and so dirty. He pushed her head back and she felt his cock plop out of her throat, she gasped for air and some of his sperm coughed out of her mouth and down her chin. She looked up at him, full of feelings of insecurity, wondering whether she had done her job well enough, worrying more about whether he was satisfied than her own feelings. She became only dimly aware of how damp her crotch felt.

Sara leaped up from the table and put her hand to her mouth. She looked like she was about to be sick and ran for the toilets. Carol stared up at her and let her go. When she got back Sara would tell her what had happened, and as the story unfolded Carol would sit in some shock.

"But tell me Sara, did you recognise who he was? Do you remember his face?" her eyes roamed over her friend's features as if to read the answer to her question there, but she found nothing.

"Oh Sara... was it Ricky?"

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Her lips glided slowly across his skin, her tender flesh grazing its roughness. Her nose filled with the scent of his manliness and she soaked it in through every pore. Her lips would tease him and make him squirm under her weight as she sat on top of him. She was in control here and she wanted to establish his desire, build it layer upon layer, wave mounting upon wave before crashing down onto the shore of denial. Then she would start up once again leaving him no chance to catch his breath between successive levels of anguished anticipation. Whenever he would raise himself up in an attempt to steal a forbidden kiss she would withdraw, then as he slumped back she would take up her ministrations once more. Her hair hung on either side of her face masking her expression. She was good, and she was learning how to pleasure a man, how to take her time with him or how to allow him quick and easy access, a fast fuck and finish - a furtive encounter en passant.

She sat back up and he felt the heat from her pussy on his groin as her weight shifted, he felt her hands sliding over his chest massaging and warming him. Then she would lean forward and he would feel the tips of her nipples jiggle on his skin as she watched his face intently. Then lifting her weight onto her chest and knees she reached down between her legs and grasped hold of him. He was already iron hard and she felt the length of his cock, enormous in her small hand. She wondered how she could possibly manage to take all of him inside her, but she watched his expression flicker between a pained creasing of his features to gasps and moans. At that moment she held him, she had his full attention and she drove away everything else from his mind. It didn't matter who he was, where he had come from or what he would do tomorrow, she had him here and now, a fly caught in her web of enticement. She made him whimper, drove the breath out of his lungs, swelled his cock to bursting point and held the dam back. She drove him to lust after her body, to be obsessed by her flesh and in that moment that was all that was important.

Sara stroked his rod and tottering above its glistening tip she guided him into her. Her eyes closed, that was the moment she escaped from any responsibility for what she was doing. Caught up in the power and ecstasy of the moment, she needed to milk this man, she needed to perform, she needed to feel his need for her, her raison d'etre, she needed his acceptance and desire to want to come back to find this warm open place again and again. She pumped his cock with her vaginal lips as she rocked her hips back and forth, feeling the slick hot smoothness slide in and out. She felt his heat rising, it would not be long now, should she hold off a little longer, should she bring this time to an end and move on? At last he erupted inside her and she collapsed onto his chest, her hand sliding through his hairs as if thanking him for using her. She felt the warmth spread through her and the wetness seep out of her. As she lay next to him she heard Tom's voice whisper in her ear:

"I love you." And she smiled at him, leant across and kissed him.

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Sara lay on the bed, it was late morning and weekend and she didn't feel like stirring just yet. She lay luxuriating amongst the sheets and the freedom to forget time. As she lay there she contemplated what had happened with Ricky and its subsequent effect upon her life. She had felt so silly about what she had done, allowing Ricky such freedom with her, and allowing things to get out of hand in their own home, behind her husband's back. She did love Tom and she was not going to allow this man to ruin what they had together. She had told Tom that she didn't want Ricky to come around for dinner at the house again. She had put her foot down and told him that they should talk work at the office and not bring it back home, and if he needed to stay after hours or at weekends to discuss plans with Ricky better that than his coming back to the house again. Tom had been surprised by her outburst, but conceded readily enough once he had seen how agitated she was. He had not understood her reaction, but like a typical male he had passed it off as some 'flight of fancy' or 'time of the month'. He was almost smiling at her as he agreed which had infuriated her.

Sara's thoughts were disturbed by a sound from downstairs. She looked at the clock and realised that Marie must have turned up and started work in the kitchen. She roused herself to go down and explain all that needed doing today. She found her wearing her uniform and tidying the kitchen.

"Hi Marie. There is quite a bit to be done today." She started, but as Marie turned round towards her, something in the expression on her face stopped her short.

"What is the matter, Marie?" Marie was looking keenly at her with a sly, perhaps duplicitous smile playing on her lips.

"Is your husband not home?" she asked over casually. Sara a little taken aback by the change in direction replied:

"No he is working at the office today. There are some meetings he needs to have with his boss."

"Oh that's a shame. I had something I wanted to ask his opinion of."

"Well I am sure it...."

"Something very odd that I happened to see the other day. You see I saw this little butterfly: normally such a good little butterfly, so well dressed, neat, proper, assured and comfortable in her social scene. Yet the other day I saw this same butterfly dressed quite differently. I thought this odd, and followed my butterfly to see where she was going dressed so strangely and so erotically. And do you know where this neat wholesome butterfly went? She went into a very nasty part of town and there she associated with some very nasty people. Why do you think she did that?"

All this while Marie had been approaching Sara and talking to her with her head tilted first one way and then another quizzing her employer about what she thought of these strange happenings she was relating in such a detached manner. By this time Marie was standing directly in front of Sara and she was leaning forward slightly, still quizzically looking at her awaiting some answer. Sara felt a knot tie itself tight in her stomach and she felt her face start to burn. Was it possible that Marie had seen her? Could Marie really have been just in that part of town at just the right time and followed her? Even the possibility that someone else had seen her made Sara feel sick. She was shaking and backed away slowly from Marie. Trying to compose herself, trying desperately to bluff her way out, she said:

"Well I suppose it probably didn't mean anything. It may have been..."

"Oh but it was such odd behaviour, and you should have seen her climbing into some stranger's car, willing to go with a man, not someone she knew, not her husband or a lover, just some anonymous cock. I don't think she knew this man but it didn't seem to make any difference to her. What do you think was running through her mind to make her act like that?"

Marie's face was thrust further forward towards Sara as she pressed her advantage. Sara was backing against the wall her eyes locked onto the maid's eyes. Her hands pressed with her palms sweaty against the cool wall, seeking some reassurance, some purchase from which to spring a counter-attack. Yet she struggled to find words to fend off her attacker, failed to find any words that would deflect the maid from the inevitable conclusion she was mercilessly driving towards. How could she make this evidence seem innocent when she knew her own guilt? Her throat was constricting from fear and a feeling of entrapment, both physically against the wall and by the words Marie fired at her.

"You see she must have been desperate. Don't you think? She must have felt such a sexual tension, a need burning inside her, a lust that could not be quenched in any other way. She must have been driven like some mad thing to find someone, anyone to satiate her passion. What else could drive her to stand on a street corner like that?"

Marie paused to look at her prey, an expression lined with understanding and complicit confidentiality drawn across her face.

"Such a lonely picture of this little butterfly. A home so cosy, a husband so loving, money no problem, yet there she is in the cold night: wanton, driven, unable to hold back the feelings that are erupting within her. She is beyond the point of caring who may see her, wondering who will come along and demand the use of her, what she will be obliged to do for this stranger."

Marie's face was now so close to Sara's who was staring back gripped by the knot of fear tightening with the screw that turned inside her with every word Marie spoke. She reached out with her hand and pushed it against Marie as if to ward off the sting of her words, push them back from invading her, protect herself physically when she had no other defence to offer. Marie grabbed Sara's hand and held it tight up against her own stomach.