A Desperate Mind

Hi, everybody. It has been a while, but I have decided to write a new story. Quick heads up: I know I wrote that Alex and Emma Ch.3 would be out in December. Two things have delayed that story, however. One is I am just having a hard time making the story work. And two, and the more important reason, is Selena Gomez is rumored to have lupus, and to write the story at this point in time is in bad taste. So, that story will be delayed for the time being. Anyway, enough about that; let's begin on my new story, A Desperate Mind. Been working on this one for a while, and I hope you will like it.

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You know, sometimes, the unthinkable happens. Something you thought would never happen in your lifetime just happens, and it catches you off guard, yet when it finally happens, you are forever changed and can't conceive of a life without that moment. You know what I mean?

Yeah, you probably do. And you probably thinking, "Man, can this guy sound any more cliché?"

Well, see, that is just what I thought about two days ago. Before then, I used to over-analyze and never take any risks. I never had that one moment in my life where I just said screw it and let go of all that holds someone back: fear, doubt, insecurity, anxiety, etc.

That was until just 48 hours earlier when I did something I would never have expected: I fucked my little sister, and I enjoyed it!

And even better, so did she!

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Now, before I go any further, let me tell you tell you about my sister and I.

First off, my name is Trevor. Trevor Michael Smith. I am 26 years old, 5'9, 150 pounds, have brown hair and brown eyes, well-built, have strong arms, and an average 6 inches below the belt. Not too big or too small, but I have impressed the women I have been with.

I am what most refer to as 'a nice guy.' I didn't have a dangerous bone in my body. The women I have been with in my life were nice girls who I really enjoyed being with, but always wanted me to take a little more risks. Like when we would go to a amusement park, I wouldn't ride a single roller coaster. I wouldn't waste any money I wouldn't need to spend. I even liked to the back roads when I travel instead of the highway due to any possible highway traffic accident. I over-analyzed everything, to what could happen if I travel overseas by airplane to even what would happen if I made a small change in my daily routine, which, honestly, wouldn't be much of a problem, as I did was work, work out, and hang out with my friends and little sister. I rarely watched T.V. and I haven't been on a date in about three months.

My sister, on the other hand, is another story entirely. Her name is Tracy Britney Smith. My sister is 24 years old, 5'5, shoulder length blonde hair, sparkling green eyes, and her measurements are 36-24-36.

She is a free spirit, taking every risk that came at her, yet never losing her beautiful innocence and kind soul. My sister was kind, warm, and one of the funniest people I knew. While I was the one who worked at Subway, probably one of the most healthy and least dangerous restaurants to work at, she worked as a extreme sports instructor, teaching people how to bungie-jump, rock climb, parasailing, and other extreme sports I had the common sense to stay away from.

While we couldn't be more different, we had a strong bond and respect for each other that carried through to our adult years. In hindsight, I should had seen our union coming, but then again, she was the risk taker, not me.

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Two days ago, I was sitting in my living room, watching the usual crap on T.V. I didn't have to work today, and had nothing planned to do for the evening. As I said before, I hadn't been on a date in three months, and it had been even longer since I had sex. I was as horny as hell, and I simply had to whack off.

I decided to check my T.V. channels and almost decided to order porn, but I didn't need to waste money on unnecessary means, so I just decided to just wing it.

I pulled my pants and boxers down, and began to work up as I try getting a nice, pleasant erotic thought. I tried thinking of my last girlfriend, Sasha, a sexy, foxy redhead. I imagine her licking my pole, me eating out her gorgeous pussy, and me fucking her tight warm pussy.

As I worked harder and faster on my cock, other things kept flying through my head, such as all the moments in my life with Sasha that I didn't do, like ride that roller coaster with her like she wanted me to, or when we went to that dance club that one time when she wanted me to just relax and I wouldn't. All these thoughts and more hindered my progress and I simply couldn't focus enough to get off. After 12 minutes of trying to get off, I simply gave up and slid my pants and boxers back on.

I just sat there on the couch, almost disgusted with myself that I couldn't do something so simple. I sat there in contemplation trying to decide what to do until I just simply had enough. My sister only lived five houses down, so I decided to go see her.

I opened my front door, shut it behind me, and walked down the road to my sister's house. Like I said before, she was only five houses down, so it only took me about 4 or 5 minutes to get there. When I got there, I knocked on the door, but didn't get a answer. I checked to see if the door was unlocked, and it was, so I went on inside.

"Sis, you here?"

No answer.

"Tracy? You here?"

I search her house, looking for her in every area of the house, and couldn't find her anywhere. I then decided to check her bedroom and found the door was partially open. I decided to look into the room and was stunned by far I saw.

My sister was sleeping or watching T.V in there. Little sis was lying on her bed, her bath robe opened to expose her naked body, and she was shoving a six-inch vibrator into her pussy. She was wearing her ipod, so that explained why she couldn't her me. Her hair was still wet from her shower.

As she lied there, I just took in her beautiful form. I had never noticed before, but fuck, my sister was a hottie! The blonde hair that cascaded down her shoulders, her gorgeous full lips, her beautiful C-cup breasts with those suckable nipples that stood so proudly stimulated on her chest, her athletic and toned stomach, those legs that were so soft and long you just wanted them around you as you fucked her senseless, and the crown jewel, that pussy. Her pussy was flawless. It was saturated with juices, completely hairless, and it was so soft and plump. If I wasn't hard before, I was now, and in that moment, I was torn between walking away and jerking off right then and there.

From the info I gave you before, what do you think I did?

My cock was aching so hard, it hurt. I pull down my pants and boxers and stroked my cock for all its worth. I couldn't believe that my sister, MY SISTER, was the one masturbating before me now. This was the woman who I grew up with as my closest friend when I was a child. I did everything with her, and now, in my desperation, I just saw her as the sexiest being alive.

I don't know if it was just the mouthwatering sight of her, or just that it was the fact I hadn't had sex in a while, but damn, I wanted her.

I began breathing very hard and began to block out the rest of the world surrounding me. I shut my eyes and just focused on the pleasure. This was my first mistake, for in that moment, the song Tracy was listening to ended, and she heard me outside the door.

"Trevor, is that you?"

I stopped suddenly, pulled my pants up, stuck my penis back within the confines of my boxers, and walked quickly away from the door. I opened her door, shut the door behind me, and was walking back to my house when my phone rang. In my desperation to get away from Tracy's house, I didn't even check who it was.

"Hello?"

"I know it was you. Come back into the house. We need to talk."

Busted.

I walked back into the house, and walked to my sister's bedroom door. I knocked on the door.

"Oh, now you knock. Well, come in."

I walked in there, and I saw Tracy sitting there on the bed, her robe tied up, her headphones off, and her arms crossed, just staring at me, the look on her face one of anger and confusion.

"You know, for the record, I actually did knock earlier when I came in. You just didn't hear..."

"Shut up and listen to me."

I did as she requested.

"Now, this might be an obvious question, and I will probably get an obvious answer, but here it goes: you were doing what I think you were doing when you were watching me, right?"

No point in lying to her, I told myself. I nodded my head.

"Uh-huh. And I guess the fact that I am your little blood related sister just didn't occur to you?"

"It did."

"And you continued to masturbate why?"

I hesitated. "Because I haven't had sex in months, and I have been extremely sexually frustrated. I tried to masturbate before I came over here, but then I saw you doing that, and I couldn't help myself. Tracy, I'm sorry."

Tracy nodded her head at me and seemed to understand, the look on her face one more of compassion than anger.

"I understand, and I accept your apology. But I didn't get to finish, and I am still incredibly horny. And you are too, obviously. So, here's my offer: since you got to see me, how about I get to see you?"

I looked at her, stunned. "Are you saying you want me..."

"To masturbate in front of me, yes."

"Uh, why?"

"I thought I made myself clear. You saw me at my most intimate and vulnerable, so it is only fair I watch you. Plus, I have other reasons."

I was intrigued. "What other reasons?"

"None of your business."

I considered her statement, then it hit me.

"Wait. You have never seen a real cock before, have you?"

Tracy looked uneasy and dismissive of my question. She clearly didn't want to answer it, but I didn't mean to offend her.

"Hey, sis. It's okay. It is no big deal. I just thought that at your age..."

She shook her head. "No. I am still a virgin. Can we just stop talking about it?"

"Tracy, it's okay. Sex is not a big thing. People blow it way out of proportion. I don't think you should dwell on it so much."

Tracy seemed to look at me, considering my statement. "You don't think it is a big deal?"

"No. You don't want to rush it. You want your first time to be special."

Tracy nodded. She hugged me and said, "Thanks, Trevor."

I hugged her close to me and ran her hands through her hair. Although I was trying to be brotherly to her at that moment, but it was hard to not dwell on what she asked me earlier.

"Uh, Tracy?"

"You still want to masturbate together, right?"

"Yeah. I'm sorry, but..."

"Trevor, shut up and take your clothes off."

I did as she asked. I stood up and stood at the foot of the bed as she undid the belt on her robe and threw it on the floor.

"Hurry up, big brother. I am not going to start until you are ready."

With a new found energy, I stripped off my shirt, revealing my well-toned torso to her awaiting eyes.

"Wow."

"What?"

"Nothing. Big bro is just more toned than I thought he would be."

I playfully scoffed at her and continued stripping. I took off my socks and shoes. Then, I slid down my pants. Finally, I was down to my boxers and gave her one last look before I continued.

She nodded at me to continue, so I slid them down and she gasped as loud as she could.

"Fuck, Trevor. It's fucking huge."

Now, I have never heard my sister curse before, and it was hot. But I never really saw myself as huge before.

"It is only six inches."

"I don't have anything else to compare it to, except for porn."

"You watch porn?"

Tracy playfully laughed at me. "What? Just because I am a virgin, BIG brother, doesn't mean I'm a prude. I have seen plenty of porns, and I have seen plenty of dicks in those videos. You still have a big cock, even by porn's standards.

And your balls are huge. That would sound hot slapping against my cunt!"

"What?!?!?!"

"You heard me. It doesn't mean I want you to fuck me. I'm just saying that would be hot if I was in that situation."

I just was blown away by this side of my sister. She had never shown me this side of herself before, and it was really exciting.

"So, you want to start?"

"Yes. Let's begin."

"Someone is excited."

"Yeah, you are really good at playing subtle, big brother."

I chuckled at her, then began masturbating. I slipped my hand up and down my shaft, as Tracy watched me in eager anticipation. She then licked her hand and slid it down her sexy body to her clit. She began to rub her clit hungrily as she looked at me with a intense gaze.

I ran my hand up my shaft, slow at first, then faster as I watched her played with her clit. I just couldn't believe how sexy she was before me, rubbing her clit before me as if it was the most casual thing in the world.

I then went slower on my cock to tease her and she scoffed at me.

"What, are you losing interest in me?"

"Not at all, little sis. Just trying to tease you and make you wait to see me cum."

"But BIG brother...I want to see...you cum!!"

"No...You will have to wait, like a good hungry little slut!"

"What did...you call me..."

"I'm sorry, sis, but..."

"Am I...your sexy little slut?...Am I? Because...I think...you are a sexy fucking...stud."

I started to go a little faster as my blood got boiling. "Oh, yeah? You think I am...a sexy stud?"

"Uh-huh. And I want you to...to..."

"To...do what, Tracy?!"

"I want to fuck you silly."

"Me, too, Tracy. Me fucking too."

Our pace on our privates quickened, our moans got louder, and our talk to each other got more vulgar.

"I want you to fuck me, Trevor!!"

"Would you let me, Tracy? Would you?!?"

"Yes. FUCKING YES!!"

"I WANT TO, TRACY. I SO FUCKING WANT TO."

"I'M GOING TO CUM, TREVOR."

"ME, TOO, TRACY."

"TREVOR!!"

Her orgasms hit, and her body shook itself to a glorious amount of orgasms. I simply lost count as her breasts shook on her chest, and her mouth locked into that sexy "O" that only a powerful orgasm could leave there.

I followed her soon after, shooting my large load so far, it landed on her stomach. Her eyes opened wide and she encouraged me more.

"Shoot that fucking load, BIG brother. Now!!"

The last few blasts didn't travel as far, but it didn't matter. It was still the biggest load I ever shot, and I just couldn't believe what had just happened.

I went to go to sit on the bed. Tracy sat up and we just sort of looked uneasy at each other.

"So, that was..."

"Incredible," she said.

"Yeah, it was. Are you okay?"

"With what we did?"

I nod.

"Yeah. That was hot. Did you enjoy it?"

I nodded. "Yeah. That was incredible. You looked so hot."

She chuckled at me. "You looked great, too."

We smiled at each other, then we just looked around the room, unsure of what to do next. I spoke first.

"So, can I ask you something."

She looked at me.

"Did you really mean what you said?"

"About what?"

"Would you really allow me to...fuck you?"

She seemed to consider my question, and I wasn't sure what she would answer with, but then, she gazed at me with an erotic look in her eyes and playful smile on those luscious lips.

"Why, BIG brother? Interested in fucking my virgin pussy?"

I gulped.

"I might be."

"Oh, really?" she smiled. "You want to take little sister's virginity and shove that hard, thick, long cock into my warm, wet, tight pussy?"

"Yeah, I do."

Tracy chuckles. "Look at us: Acting like a couple of horny teens."

I just stared at her. "Yeah."

She looked right back at me, the same hunger that was in my eyes were in hers. I don't know who lunged at each other first, but we found ourselves lunging at the other, my lips kissing hers, and our arms wrapped around each other.

She threw me down on the bed and got on top. With her right hand, she grabbed my cock and aimed it at her pussy. She lifted her body, gave a playful smile, and then shoved my cock up into her no longer virgin pussy.

We both shouted the same thing: "FUCK!!"

She began to ride my cock as I thrust into her quivering warmth.

"Oh, Tracy, you are so tight!"

"You are so thick!"

I couldn't believe how tight she was. It might be because I have never fucked a virgin before, but good grief! I had never fucked anyone who was that tight, that warm, and that wet in my entire life!

"Oh, big brother, pound my pussy good!"

I did just that, as I always attempted to keep her guessing. Sometimes I would fuck her slow and calculated, and sometimes fast and frantic. I simply couldn't get enough of her, and from my end, she couldn't get enough of me.

"Fuck, you feel so much better than the fucking vibrator."

"I love it when you say fuck!"

"Then, fuck me, and I fucking promise, I won't stop fucking stop saying it!"

I did as she requested. She fucked me like I fucked her: either slow or calculated, or fast and frantic. There was no real pattern. We were in perfect sync.

I sucked her nipples and even bit down on one hard as she tightened her pussy harder on my cock.

"Fuck, how tight can you get?"

"Do you want to find out, or do you want to just want to not press your luck."

She made a valid point. "Point taken."

We both were very worked up, not sure of how long we would last when the signs of a very powerful orgasm began to take shape: her chest and cheeks looked very red, her eyes were as wide as I ever saw them, and her pussy got as tight as I could possibly take it.

"Oh, Trevor. I am going to...CUM!!"

I pound her harder, my own orgasm upon me. I wanted to ride her through her orgasm, but I didn't want to cum inside her.

Almost as if she read my mind, she said. "Do it. Fill me with your cum. I'm on the pill. Fuck me harder, Trevor. Fuck me harder!!"

That was it. Her orgasm hit. Her body shook itself gloriously as I watched the sexiest creature in the world get off before my eyes. It triggered my own orgasm, and I pounded her body hard as my seed splattered itself against her vaginal walls.

We collapsed on the bed, my sister on top of me, our arms wrapped around each other.

"So, that is what I have been missing."

I chuckled at her. "So, I take you liked it, then?"

She looks at me and kisses me. "Of course I did. Duh. What gave me away? Was it the way I pounded my body or your cock, all that dirty talk I made, or the way I came all over that glorious cock?"

"I think it was all 3."

"See, you aren't as dumb as you look."

I chuckled at her.

"So, big brother, did you enjoy yourself?"

"Yeah! That was the hottest sex I've ever had! You are a fucking animal in the sack! Are you sure that was your first time?"

She giggled at me.

"Pretty sure. Like I said before, I watch a lot of porn."

We laughed together and she hugged me closer to her naked body.

"So, want to do it again?"

I playfully groaned. "Oh, come on. Do we have to?"

That wore me out."

She shoots me a pouty face that is so damn adorable I can't resist her.

"Okay. Fine."

She lines up with my cock as we prepare to go again.

"And how about, in the next few days, we make it more interesting?"

"What do you mean, sis?"

"I hear some of our neighbors' kids are kind of wild, as well. And they are around our age. I could use the experience. I want to spread my legs for more than just you."

I considered her for a minute. It would be hot to see her fucked by another guy. And if there was a another woman she could hook up with...

"Sure."

"Great. Their names are Jack, Jasmine, and Jade."

"All J names? Kind of odd."

"Well, we both have T names."

"Yeah, you're right."

"But we will worry about that later. Right now, I need BIG brother to take care of me again."

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If there is one thing I learned that day, it's never take any opportunity for granted. Sometimes,