A Cure for the Blues Pt. 02

I held Ana close, letting her rest against my breast forms and stroking her hair. "What happened, honey? I'm here for you."

"Oh, Ben...Bunny...it was awful. I was so stupid, too. I saw you leave with that guy, and I was jealous. Which I have no right to be, but I was. I don't even know if I was jealous of you or him, or both. But then this guy comes over and starts flirting with me. And I'm so out of sorts, I just kind of roll with it. He takes me to his car, and we go park somewhere like we're back in high school or something. But we start fooling around, and I sucked his dick. I don't really know him at all, I shouldn't have done that, but I did it. And that should have been the end of it. But it wasn't. We just sat there for a while, then he tried to get me to fuck him. His hands were everywhere, but there was no way. And when I told him no, he offered me money. $50 at first, then $100, then $200. I was so mad, and insulted, and scared. He was trying to get on top of me, I don't know if he would have stopped. So I bolted, got a few blocks away, and ubered it here. I'm so sorry."

I just held her tight, and let her sob for a moment. "It's ok, honey. You didn't do anything wrong."

"I sucked his dick. It should have been yours. You must think I'm such a slut."

"Hey, now, none of that. I sucked a dick tonight, too. And I would have popped this cherry if Sandy hadn't dragged me out of there. I'm so glad she did, so I can be here for you."

"You sucked that guy's dick?" I nodded, blushing. "Damn, gurl, feel better for it?"

"Oh, Ana, I do. It really was sweet, and Mark was so nice to me all night."

"How are you a woman for a day, and are better at it than I am? Look at you, you're gorgeous. I haven't been this turned on by a pair of tits since college."

"I cheated. I had help." I stroked her hair, and kissed her lips sweetly. "Lets to bed. We don't have to do anything, just laying there is fine. But these heels are killing me, and I want to at least hold you and remind you not everyone is terrible."

"Bunny, Ben...god, this is confusing. It must be for you, too. I want to be close to you. I want to feel your skin on mine. If you can keep that platonic, fine. But I consent to you. All of you." She kissed me, deeper than I had kissed her. Then she took my hand and lead me to bed.

She unhooked my bra for me, and watched as I got out of my clothes. I didn't have any women's sleep wear, so I just stood there naked. Finally free, my cock sprang to life as she undressed me. I couldn't remember being so hard, even though I was trying hard not to take advantage of Ana's trauma.

We lay down together, and she faced me so she could look in my eyes. "You know, you shouldn't sleep in your makeup. Haven't you ever listened to Hole?"

I laughed, and started to get up. She was right, I should shower or something. But she held me to the bed. "Not yet. You look so pretty, Bunny." I melted inside as she kissed me. She kissed my lips and then my neck. I was putty in her hands, and started to kiss back. This was so confusing, but she lead everything. That assuaged my guilt, as my fingers began to probe into her. Her fingers run up and down my cock, squeezing it firmly. "Such a lovely clitty, Bunny. I think I'm going to fuck you now. You're going to be my little Bunny until we pass out." She mounted me, driving my rock hard cock in to her. Or was it my clitty? I couldn't tell anymore, I just knew it felt good being inside her. She was soaking wet. Aa grabbed my wrists, and pinned them to the bed. She began to ride me, leaning her weight into me. I don't know that I was ever so deep inside her.

"Oh, Bunny, you like that don't you. Did you like sucking that cock, too?"

"Yes," I barely managed to whisper.

"Fuck, I wish I had seen that. His big cock sliding down your throat. You swallowing his big load like a good girl." She thrust down wildly, consumed with lust. I couldn't move, she totally dominated my body. I felt her cum, and she let out a wild cry. I started to thrust faster, knowing I was close, but she clamped down tightly.

"Not yet, my darling slut. I'm not letting him be the first into your pussy ass. No, that's going to be me. She reached under the bed, and pulled out a box of sex toys I never knew she had stashed there. She selected a thin vibrator, and slipped it inside her for a moment. I could hear the vibrations and she smiled. She rolled me over, and began thrusting her pussy against my bare ass. I could feel her juices running all over me. Then I moaned as I felt the toy penetrate my ass. "That's my good slut. Such a nice tight ass." I was so soaked from her pussy juices, that it went all the way in with little resistance. She turned the toy back on, and I closed my eyes in bliss. I had always thought Ana let me have anal with her just because I liked it. But fuck, this felt good. She rolled me back over, and mounted me again, kissing me deeply. "Can't you just feel your boyfriend fucking you, while I ride you. You dirty gurl, you are so hard. Fuck, i'm going to cum again. Cum with me Bunny. Oh, fuck, Bunny, cum in my hungry pussy. She placed her hands on my shoulders, and drove deeper. It was too much. I loved it all. I loved the way she was talking to me. I loved the vibrating toy in my ass. I loved her sweet, wet pussy. I released deep inside her, a torrent of hot sticky cum. That sent her over the edge, and she came a second time.

"Oh, Bunny, that was amazing. You were so hard in me. Who knew the solution was dirty talk and massive tits?" She kissed me and cuddled up to me. She withdrew the toy and tossed it aside. "We can clean up in the morning. RIght now I just need to hold you, and know that we will work things out." I hugged her, and was asleep in seconds.

I woke to the smell of coffee. I threw on my pajama pants and a t-shirt over the breast forms and ventured to the kitchen. Ana was already up and showered, looking thoughtful as she scrolled through her phone.

"Morning sweetie. Last night was incredible." She kissed me softly, and I blushed.

"Thank you. You are amazing." I accepted a cup of coffee with a smile, slowly savoring the first sip as I thought about the day ahead.

"I am supposed to see Sandy today. She is going to teach me how to do my make up. Goodness knows I was lost as she did it yesterday."

"So, is this the new you? Is Ben gone, and now there is Bunny? Are you going to start taking hormones?"

"Honestly, I have no idea. Ben blends in to the background, you know? Bunny stands out. I like how it felt to have people look at me like that. And I really liked how Mark treated me, and I was so happy while sucking his dick. But is that who I am? I don't know. And I want to fix us. I want us to be together. Do you want to date Bunny? "

Ana sipped deeply, and caught my gaze directly. "I am willing to try. We will discover who you are, together. Shower, and I'll do your make up when you come out. I have a couple of things that might fit you, and then we'll go shopping for a few more outfits. I'll take you to Sandy's, I could learn from her, too. And if Mark asks you out, don't say no because of me."

"Out in daylight? Shopping for cute outfits? Hoping for the cute guy to call me back? God, it's a lot. But I do want to see him. Fuck, am I gay? No, we proved that. Bi? Maybe. Shit, I don't even know if he knows the truth about me. We drank a lot, and it was loud and, well, you know how it is there. Ana, what if he doesn't know, then rejects me when he finds out? Who am I that I am crying with fear that the guy I want to sleep with might reject me because I wasn't born with a vagina?"

Ana hugged me, and just stroked my hair. "You'll be ok. If he doesn't know, he'll find out. And if he is no longer into you just because of that, then he wasn't the right guy. But let's not worry about that now. Shower. Scrub your face with my face wash. Shave. We've got a lot to do today."

I followed Ana's instructions. I was way more confident with her help. She held my hand, and led the way in and out of stores. There were some stares, especially in the food court while we got lunch. Some made me feel good, like they were desiring me. Others, well, I could feel the judgement, the animosity. It was a little scary when some asshole called us dykes. But Ana put herself between him and me, and told him to leave her girlfriend alone. Ana then took me to get my ears pierced, and got herself a pair of Pride earrings.

"I may be a dyke, but my girlfriend has a bigger dick than that asshole could ever dream of having," she told me as she put them on. How did I ever get this lucky?

I got a text from Mark, asking me to dinner and a movie. I was waffling when Ana grabbed my phone and responded with an "I'd love to. Meet you there at 7." She then took a couple of condoms and a tampon out of her purse and put them into my new one. "He won't think of it. But you need to be safe. And if he's rough, and makes you bleed a little, that will save your panties from staining."

Sandy welcomed us, and happily agreed to give Ana lessons, too - for a fee, of course. "Sandy is happy for Bunny, but also a business woman." She went over every step in the transformation process. I took notes, and bought a lot of products from her. She took off the breast forms, and I purchased a plate that would give me more natural looking breasts and cover more of my body. I was going to try both options, and figure out what worked best for me in the end. It was too much to do all at once. Bunny was evolving, with input from me, not just Sandy's vision. And I had so much to learn.

Ana dropped me off at the restaurant. Mark was already seated, but stood up when I approached the table. He kissed my cheek hello, and then pushed my chair in as I sat. I had worked on using my more feminine voice the entire time I was out today, but it was still something I had to focus on. As a result, I was quieter, speaking less than I otherwise would. It was probably a good idea.

We talked and flirted throughout the meal. Mark held my hand several times. He looked so good in his button down shirt and dress slacks. There was a big project at work, and he had been working all day on a Saturday. I kept him talking about him, mostly. I didn't lie in anything I said, but I deflected a lot about my past. I had to know if he knew. I was so nervous, but every time he touched me relaxed me.

I used the women's bathroom on my own for the first time. Nobody said anything to me, despite my fears. Throughout the movie, we held hands. We kissed more than once, and my hand did graze his erection a couple of times. He kissed the back of my neck, and I felt his hot breath on my ear. My insides quaked. "Do you want to come back to my place?" I could barely believe I just invited him over. But he eagerly accepted, and I worried suddenly what Ana would think.

Ana's car was out front as we walked up to my house. "Bunny, is that you?" she called as I entered. "Oh, you must be Mark. Bunny has told me a lot about you. I think I need to run to the store for an hour or so..." She gave me a wink, and Mark laughed.

As soon as Ana left, I walked Mark back to my bedroom. I barely recognized it, all the bedsheets and decor had been changed. This was definitely a woman's bedroom. Mark started kissing me again, as we moved to the bed. I felt him through his pants, and he moaned lightly at my touch. I undid his pants, and pulled his cock out. It was hot and hard in my hands.

I stroked it lightly, and looked him in the eyes. God, I could live in those brown eyes. "Mark, I want you to fuck me tonight. But before we do...I need to know."

"Bunny, relax. I know, and I think you're beautiful. I can't wait to make love to you. I've been thinking of it since we met."

Relieved and released from all inhibitions, I bent down and took his cock in my mouth. He pulled off my blouse, and unhooked my bra. I felt my breasts swing free, and climbed up on him. I straddled his lap as I pulled his shirt off. I kissed him deeply, and got up on my knees, pulling my panties down. My skirt still flowed around us. I reached into my purse, and grabbed a condom. I slowly unrolled it along his cock, and spread a fair bit of lube on it. He yanked my skirt down, exposing my clitty. He kissed it, and licked the underside for a moment, before laying me on my back. I spread my legs wide, and he slowly worked himself in to me. It hurt, at first, but I was determined. I wrapped my legs around him, and he pushed further in until I felt his balls against me.

"Oh, fuck, Mark, you're so big. God I love your cock in me." He slowly started thrusting, small, smooth strokes that gradually grew larger.

"Mmm, Bunny, I love your pussy. It's so tight, feels so good." He kissed me deeply, and I melted in a pool of bliss. His body was rubbing against my clit, driving me wild. His lips never stopped, my ears, my neck, my lips. My hips begin bucking wildly, of their own volition. He was so deep in me. "Oh, fuck, Bunny, I'm going to cum." I pulled him tighter in, and he jackhammered to completion. He moaned loudly, and I felt the surge. I wanted to feel his cum in me, but Ana was right about being safe.

He lay on top of me, not moving, his heart racing. Slowly, he slid out and stumbled to the bathroom to clean up. I put on a silk bathrobe (thank you, Ana!) and went to the kitchen to get us drinks.

Ana was in the kitchen, and her hand was up her skirt. She put her hand over my mouth, and started jerking me off. I was on the edge when she released me. She knelt before me and swallowed my load, which came almost instantly.

Then she stood and whispered in my ear. "That was so hot. I'll be in the other room tonight. Enjoy your boyfriend, lover." She slipped away silently, and I got our drinks. I didn't say anything to Mark, who was waiting for me. We drank and watched some TV, before he snuggled up to sleep. A million thoughts swirled in my head as I tried to sleep. I wanted more of Mark. I wanted Ana. I thought about them together and was hard as hell. I felt him hard against me as he snored softly. I rolled him on to his back, and lightly stroked him. I grabbed the other condom Ana had put in my purse, and put it on him. I straddled him, and slowly impaled myself on him. He opened his eyes, and I kissed him. I rode him until he came a second time, bouncing hard up and down on his cock. I felt so filled, and so complete. I dismounted, and kissed him slowly, then lay my head on his chest. Finally, the voices were quiet and I slept.